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#877
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Exotic Orchid Garden and other flowers & plants at ProPlants.com
I just sent my mom this fabulous orchid/bromeliad combo planter for April Fool's day I think she will be really surprised it's really because I miss her B-day now because my parents go to Florida for most of the winter and I can't send things to them there and she usually buys an orchid while she's down there but didn't get one this year so I think she'll get a kick out of it. I can kind of sort of picture my dad incorporating it into some April fools joke because he likes to prank her on that day a little bit and I can just see her being like Oh yeah right flowers uh huh...and then oops there they are.. ![]()
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#878
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So... remember how I said I think it's actually so obvious something is wrong with me to others? Well today and yesterday twice my co-worker friend who is really nice normally commented on my talking and then again today.
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#879
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Thanks Cracking
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![]() My Mum wants to book a trip to France in the summer, but we need to go to the vets tomorrow to find out how long a Pet Passport takes to organise. She mentioned the idea a few weeks ago and wants to go to a place with horse riding (I've always wanted to try this) and kayaking (which I did last time we went away and it was really fun), so I was looking forward to it. But now it's about to become a reality, I'm nervous :/ I don't like going to new places cos it makes me really nervous. Plus with the tracker they implanted in me, they'll be able to follow me abroad, and I'm worried that they'll see me on holiday as proof that I'm faking e.g. I am capable of going to new places etc. And what if Maxy goes missing in a foreign country?! IDK...I just always find these things are better in theory than in reality :/ *Willow* |
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#880
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Yes, unfortunately Idiots tend to hold power for some reason....
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#881
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#882
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That is SO cute Sometimes!
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#883
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ill def take pics!!!
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The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#884
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so i have bad voices right now. not bad really as in evil but more "bad" as in lots.
and it didnt help that i spent time with my mom today and she kept using every euphemism she could to tell me how fat i am. how my hips are pushing out of my jeans and how ill "never be skinny" again and laughing and rolling her eyes at me in laughter. every time i spend time with my mother its always SOMETHING. right now its about my weight. next time it could be her having some snide comment about how i dont have enough money and how im on disability. or some evil sh_t. but its always SOMETHING with her. ALWAYS and this is why i fight with her and im so GLAD her and my dad are divorced. she left my dad. and i feel for him but he knows how she is too and im glad shes gone another pathway. my dad and I dont need need that.
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#885
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#886
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#887
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it just pisses me off. but makes me want to cry even more. she said i looked stalky and frumpy and that i dress sloppy. and i f_king washed my hair and have been showering more. she sometimes say that i smell. or "you have an odor to you".
she seriously wants to make me cry.
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#888
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I feel like a roller coaster right now mood wise. So frustrating!
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#889
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#890
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#891
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my dads not like that at all. hes so supportive. AND cute guy was off today i think. i went to starbucks and it was some girl there today. or woman i mean.
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#892
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#893
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thanks willow.
i have to tell you guys something. its really bothering me... all this weight stuff and my mom is just bothering so much. that i made an instagram talking about anorexia and how im gonna stop eating....cant take this anymore...cant... ...ive put myself on a serious crash diet til before i goto cali and im barely eating. food repulses me. and im not gonna stop when i come back from cali either. i just...sick of my mom making comments about me and...i need to lose this weight. can you guys give me your opinion. idk if i want it to be honest. but..........do you think 130 is fat?
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Newtus: You know our views about severe calorie restriction so I'm not going to get into that again. But I've worked with girls with anorexia and they ended up screwing up their metabolism so it was much harder to stay slim. I can understand wanting to lose weight, but you need to do it sensibly.
I don't know if 130 is fat for you. What's your BMI? I know you're small but 130 sounds low to me, but then I'm 5 foot 10 so when I'm 130 (which is very rare) people are always on at me to eat. I'm aiming for about 150, but at my fattest I was 181 (which was a BMI of 25.something so overweight for me) ![]() *Willow* |
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i understand. im 5 foot 2. my bmi is 24. im sorry it just my mom is driving me to bad places in my mind. its just im so sorry. im sorry about putting you guys in this position.
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forget my post i just really shouldnt have said that. im just so upset over this thing with my mom. i shouldnt have put you guys in that position.
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The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#897
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I got the job!!!!!! I'm so excited and happy! I keep flapping my hands because I'm so excited
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#898
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thanks willow.
yea im trying to calm down now. the voices havent subsided but my dads coming home from work now and wont be home alone soon. i need to take my meds.
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im training him not to bite
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The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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