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#976
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![]() Don't stop posting here. We may not be perfect, but we care about you.
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#977
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![]() ![]() Newtus: You know deep down what the best thing to do is. It is time for you to be responsible and start taking your meds again, otherwise you WILL end up in the hospital again and they WILL forcibly medicate you, and it will probably be court ordered this time so you can't escape it again. You should talk to your T about your disordered eating behaviours before that gets out of control too ![]() I think I told you guys that I got my notes last week. Well I delivered a letter to the CMHT today saying that I'm discharging myself because of the "many inaccuracies" in my notes. I didn't get into specifics though because I knew that I would never change their minds. Surprisingly the psychologist then rang to see if I wanted to speak to his manager about my issues with my records, but I declined. I did not discharge myself in order to get them to beg me to stay, which is what they probably will think if I agreed to meet with anyone now. I'm actually surprised that someone bothered to contact me: considering that they all think I'm malingering, why do they want to keep seeing me?! Anyway, I won't be around much on PC, if at all, any more because I feel like I am just attention seeking by being here. Just because I don't have a diagnosis anymore, doesn't mean my suffering has magically diminished! I'm fed up of people thinking that I'm malingering! ![]() All the best guys! ![]() *Willow* |
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#978
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im scared they will forcibly medicate me or court order me. believe me im scared.
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#979
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#980
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#981
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You did. Your thoughts were clearer and your conversations were clearer.(((hug))) Sent from my SCH-S720C using Tapatalk 2 |
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#982
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#983
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Art, reading, coming here, pacing, or just huddled on the couch. Depending on how tired my brain is at the time. Ya know? Often, making myself do something complicated where I have to hyper focus on it works well. Sent from my SCH-S720C using Tapatalk 2 |
#984
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Well I just talked to my psych nurses nurse and they said they won't prescribe metformin bc it hasn't been approved for helping with ap weight gain.
Idk what I'm gonna do. Increasing the latuda is more than likely going to make me get anxiety and insomnia again. But the risperdal is gonna make me even more overweight. If this is gonna be my life, I don't want it. |
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#985
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Muscle stiffness and akathisia arrrrgghhhhh
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#986
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#987
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And newtus u did seem calmer on the meds.
I wish my back wasn't hurt so we could inspire each other to work out. ![]() But I can't do much with my back problem. |
#988
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(((hug))) I know....I hug too much. But I mean it. Sent from my SCH-S720C using Tapatalk 2 |
#989
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#990
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You cant leave because we look forward to seeing your posts every day. And updates on your family. Sent from my SCH-S720C using Tapatalk 2 |
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#991
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Maybe see how much it costs? It may be very inexpensive to pay cash. Sent from my SCH-S720C using Tapatalk 2 |
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yea my anxiety is sky high. as tall as the empire state building is.
i dont think i can talk to my dad abuot this. only about my symptoms. he already has a suspicion i stopped my meds. i lied to him and told him i didnt. ill try to ask bout metaformin.
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#993
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how is my conversation worse? i cant tell.
but i feel myself becoming aggressive.
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The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#994
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please dont leave willow. i enjoy ur presence on these boards
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#995
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They will have to fight with my insurance over it and I don't think they want to do that. She said to go to my gp but she's not gonna do it I guarantee. She isn't helpful at all. |
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i feel so tired. and i even drank a 5 hour energy. now im paranoid. ugh. stupid. shouldnt have drank it. i knew they increase my symptoms. but i wanted to go to bed at a normal hour. isntead of like 5pm. and we decrease the risperdal tonight. so i dont know. maybe i should take a prn.
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#997
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Paranoia..everything right now is very, very increased. You are having a hard time figuring out reality my dear. Sent from my SCH-S720C using Tapatalk 2 |
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#998
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#999
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999 who wants to start the new one?
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Sombody?
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