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#726
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Newtus - I guess so, I'm just too confused to think about it right now.
Gang stalking is the best explanation though. My ex psychologist got things out of me so easily, I was always telling her things I didnt mean to, she just asked questions until I gave her the whole story, she was awesome though.
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#727
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I told my Psychiatrist I smoke weed and they said it might have been making my
Problems worse because I have had problems since childhood. So Weed just was not the best Choice for me..So I am just gonna stop smoking it all together I love the way it makes me feel But I need to take better care of myself I want to get better not worse. I'm still kinda scared from my psychotic break like thing that happend to me earlier It's made me not want to lay down until I absolutely have too I don't want it to happen again.... I thought the medication was supposed to HELP me not have break downs and stuff like this?.... If it's not working properly I will need to be put on a different kind.
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#729
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Wow I hope you're right,I have never had that happen before so that is why it scared me.
The meds have been cutting down on hallucinations though I am glad to say but they aren't working as well for the auditory hallucinations. ![]() ![]()
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#731
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My meds are giving me orthostatic hypotension and it's a pain in the @ss.
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#734
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my therapist said im on too low of a dose of haldol
i acted all weird in therapy today i started licking my hand and playing like a cat. out of nervousness. thats the first time she had me in there for an hour.
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#735
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i feel oddly giddy right now. im all giggling here and there. i think im still nervous from therapy.
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#736
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im making burgers. for dinner. excited for tomorrow. feelin good still. hehe
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#737
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this trazedone doesnt work ugh
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do u take it for sleep? i take 50mg of trazedone at night. i also take melatonin, l-tryptophan, risperdal and seroquel
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#740
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yea i do. but it doesnt work and i tried like OTC sleep aids and they dont work. my xanax isnt working well anymore either.
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#741
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i been thinking about that. she said she wanted me to sign medical release forms over to them so she could talk to my new psychiatrist and i said "NO!". i didnt realize she was being judgemental. i just thought it was a trap. but see theres like no other good therapists around here. and shes half good. all the other therapists i saw were 0 percent good and i think i saw 2 or 3 in the same town i goto see her. which has a medium population. under 250k or so. idk what to do. ive been thinking about changing but its put me in a bind too. i question her too though. and THEN she was like "tell your psychiatrist about your throwing up and eating habits" and i said "NO! im not getting a diagnosis of an eating disorder. im sick of diagnoses. im not gettnig another one". and she got quiet. cause ive been throwing up a lot. mostly from nerves and various things but i been encouraging myself to throw up instead of holding it in like i would normally do. to lose weight. but a doctor could easily take that wrong i think. and automatically think ED. or something. and im just not having that. but somehow my therapist gets things out of me. like the whole story like KUREHA said.
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My Dad is really sad tonight. Worrying about Mum I think. I gave him a hug and made him a cup of tea, but I feel so impotent to help him and Mum
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#744
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see when i was WAS seeing her WITH that other pdoc she was doing med management a bit like she is now. and like i said she was like saying "your doing generally ok this time". yea we dont have any goals. i just talk. and she always says how i dont talk much.
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#745
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Maybe if you set up some goals things would work better....do you know what kind of therapy she practices?
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i think its just cbt. regular cbt. her schooling is weird. i saw an amberton university degree on the wall and a degree from devry. that irks me. see they talked about me A LOT. between the nurse and the therapist and the pdoc. mostly the nurse and therapist would talk about me. i know this because my pdoc would act like he didnt know anything that was going on when i came to see him. yet the nurse and therapist would always repeat stuff they knew. to me. id only have to tell them 1 time and it was always in my face after that. like they would say "i heard you were in the hospital". cause they would talk to each other about it. and see the pdoc acted like he didnt know. or he didnt. it was just hell. all around.
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my pdoc T and nurse all talk to each other. i even see my pdoc with T in the room with me. i dont think its a bad thing. they are all very supportive of me. i think its important to communicate between them. thats just me though
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i can understand that. but my situation was hectic. it wasnt good for me. that whole community clinic experience was so bad. they just kept forcing drugs into me and more and more each month. even though i was doing fine.
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and my therapist was like "ask your pdoc for 20mg haldol." and im like "WHAT?!" i said "first of all the 100mg was equivalent to 5 or 10mg of haldol. you increase the dosing by 10 or 15 percent of what the oral was." not that i really need to school a therapist but she was like "oh yea i frgot". i was like thinking holy hell.
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#750
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It's possible this is more common than I think and it's one thing if you're cool with it but there is a huge difference between a support system which you have and a group of people who are ganging up on you which is from my perspective what Newtus encountered....
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