Roll Call 26

How can it right for a nurse and the effin police to make me believe I was going to die.
Even in the hospital the nurse that restrained me did try to tell me I wasn't going to die, but I was so confused at the time, she didn't try to **** with me like the police and my nurse and Dr.

So I was right - my nurse and Dr have joined with them - they were going to leave me to die in the police cell.

The only reason I'm still alive is because the red cross turned up - I think the hospital called them, because the ***** I call my nurse certainly didn't.
Their adverts on TV they don't ignore people that need them and I was so happy to see them.

im so glad your okay.

punky

Just thanked the British Red Cross for saving my life, I wouldn't be here now if it wasn't for them

The stalkers have got my nurse and Dr to join with them, shows how easy they can get people on side.

I still have this terrible migraine! Ugh! I'm so glad the anxiety is gone. It was extremely bad all afternoon and night yesterday. I haven't had a migraine this terrible in a very long time.

(((hug)))

punky

Do y'all remember me telling you about my next door neighbor a long time ago? The one who beat on the wall all loud at me when I was installing my bookcases in my bedroom? Well last night she, her roommate and another neighbor were all sitting outside directly in front of my living room and bedroom windows. They were talking and laughing so loudly! They were drinking wine too! For 4 hours they were out there! I was so mad! They are so rude! Daisy kept barking on and off at them. I wanted so bad to open my door and say something to them. I HATE rude people!!!

I wish they would realize that we live in a very small apartment complex. Only ten apartments. Their noise affects everyone here.

I wish I lived in the middle of no where with no neighbors.

You crack me up

What did you name the baby kitten?

Where are y'all? I'm talking to myself again! Lol!

i feel like somethings gone horribly wrong. either its the antidepressant or the AP or the combo of both thats giving me akathisia. or some sort of mania symptoms. but im sleeping a lot less and not tired. and i feel like moving around a lot like i cant stop it. i feel like i have synthetic energy flowing through my body.

You should call your doc and switch to a different AD....I don't remember this on the injection with haldol alone which is comparable to your dose now...

Same here.

I wish I lived near a body of water out in the middle of nowhere that I can see my reflection in because the water's so clear... that would be ideal.

thanks. i wanted to switch ADs instead of going up on the dose of this one but she didnt say anything about switching. i had a little akathisia on haldol injection but not too much. idk what this is. its like its akathisia but im not sleeping and not tired. so its like making me feel either manic-like or something. idk.

That sounds awesome I agree!

That's what I'm like when I'm manic. I don't sleep hardly at all but I'm not tired.

newtus Can you call today??

If you are sza much like bipolar a traditional AD can make you manic....often comes with mega psychosis like really bad sometimes violent....call the doc and let her know ASAP don't wait for the next appointment...

newtus this is off topic but I thought you'd find this interesting:

Rowlett named most boring place in Texas
http://kdfw.m0bl.net/r/1wq0rw

I know this is not where you live but I know you have heard of these places.

The entire left side of my head is numb and I can't hear out of my left ear! I hate migraines! At least I can read today.

ive never been manic before really. my sza was with depression not bipolar (not that i know of). idk if its sza or sz right now. i think sz. but i think im getting psychotic. this reminds me more of a psychotic episode.

i cant call the pdoc today its saturday.

yea i saw that on facebook. im so glad i dont live there.

They don't have an after hours emergency number you can call?

You can probably leave a message if they have an answering service...I would do it now then you can call again during business hours. Psych stuff isn't static...just because you weren't bipolar sza before doesn't mean you can't be now things evolve and often seem to get triggered by meds etc. Right now you sound hypomanic but things can escalate quickly so if things do get bad just call 911 and you can pick the hospital you want.