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Old Feb 24, 2015, 08:43 PM
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cant wait to take my nighttim meds.
really paranoid.
scared about possibly seeing demons tonight.
What time to you take them?
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Old Feb 24, 2015, 08:44 PM
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Seems like a rough night all around

My resident voice is louder and angrier than usual.
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Old Feb 24, 2015, 08:44 PM
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toby keeps smelling my hand from where i pet that other cat.ihope hes not jealous
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Old Feb 24, 2015, 08:48 PM
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toby keeps smelling my hand from where i pet that other cat.ihope hes not jealous
Probably more curious....
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Old Feb 24, 2015, 09:04 PM
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What time to you take them?

between 9-9:30

just wanna take it now.
i noticing i having a lot of more grammatical errors when im typing
trying so hard right now.
i cant.
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Old Feb 24, 2015, 09:05 PM
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i meant to say 9:30-9:45
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Old Feb 24, 2015, 09:07 PM
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i already feel calmer. im glad
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Old Feb 24, 2015, 09:11 PM
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My last pdoc appt still has me in knots. She wants to increase my Zyprexa to 30 mgs daily and I forget what she wants to increase the Seroquel to. So many meds :/
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Old Feb 24, 2015, 09:13 PM
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i meant to say 9:30-9:45
Is it very time sensitive?
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Old Feb 24, 2015, 09:13 PM
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between 9-9:30

just wanna take it now.
i noticing i having a lot of more grammatical errors when im typing
trying so hard right now.
i cant.
why cant u take it now?
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Old Feb 24, 2015, 09:16 PM
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cant take my haldol either cuz i havedo do a exam tomorrow i think. cant be tired all day. scared. so scared. i feel like...just like keep seeing stuff in my mind from my past...5the police and the hospital.

might just take my nightt meds right now
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Is it very time sensitive?

no. no no.
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Old Feb 24, 2015, 09:17 PM
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why cant u take it now?

yea i think ima do that.
really having bad tiome right now.
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Old Feb 24, 2015, 09:19 PM
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i think i know what its supposed to do but it not working on me
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Old Feb 24, 2015, 09:20 PM
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Yeah, it is made to look like it's moving
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Old Feb 24, 2015, 09:21 PM
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i forreal feel like planes and helicopters are flying by and reading my mind right now. and my family from out of state can read my mind from the internet and telephone. im like scared.

thats how i feel right now. strong feelings.
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Old Feb 24, 2015, 09:27 PM
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I have those feelings frequently. Scary as hell. I hope your night meds help you.
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Old Feb 24, 2015, 09:35 PM
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I have those feelings frequently. Scary as hell. I hope your night meds help you.

thank you.
i usually dont have reading thoughts..."thought reading" feelings or thoughts. unless its about god. but not about just ordinary people...

i usually have paranoia about being watched but its usually can be kept in place...not tonight...

legit.
feeling...just completely idk.
cuz like right. i dont feel depressed at all.
i dont feel like crying.
i dont feel "out of control"
my minds not racing.
im...this is....im...idk....this...this is...this is the beginning...like this is it. isnt it? this is the begginning of my my nother downward spiral?
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Old Feb 24, 2015, 09:38 PM
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thank you.
i usually dont have reading thoughts..."thought reading" feelings or thoughts. unless its about god. but not about just ordinary people...

i usually have paranoia about being watched but its usually can be kept in place...not tonight...

legit.
feeling...just completely idk.
cuz like right. i dont feel depressed at all.
i dont feel like crying.
i dont feel "out of control"
my minds not racing.
im...this is....im...idk....this...this is...this is the beginning...like this is it. isnt it? this is the begginning of my my nother downward spiral?
It might be ok...you might just need to sleep....
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Old Feb 24, 2015, 09:41 PM
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thank you.
i usually dont have reading thoughts..."thought reading" feelings or thoughts. unless its about god. but not about just ordinary people...

i usually have paranoia about being watched but its usually can be kept in place...not tonight...

legit.
feeling...just completely idk.
cuz like right. i dont feel depressed at all.
i dont feel like crying.
i dont feel "out of control"
my minds not racing.
im...this is....im...idk....this...this is...this is the beginning...like this is it. isnt it? this is the begginning of my my nother downward spiral?
I don't know if it will help, but when my friend starts feeling that way, she does things repetitively, to help calm her.
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Old Feb 24, 2015, 09:43 PM
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I self medicated for the first time in forever, I felt so much better :/
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It might be ok...you might just need to sleep....

i hope so.
i hope so.
but this this hasnt really been happening thiss bad til this month.

i mean i like wanna cry but like for a second i teared up becUse i started to think of the past stuff i did in psychosis. i just feel real scared of myself. when im psychotic i can get real angry when i feel paranoid or threatened...ive done some pretty crazy stuff. sorry to drop the word "crazy". i just mean like "not right" stuff.
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i forreal feel like planes and helicopters are flying by and reading my mind right now. and my family from out of state can read my mind from the internet and telephone. im like scared.

thats how i feel right now. strong feelings.
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Old Feb 24, 2015, 09:45 PM
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I don't know if it will help, but when my friend starts feeling that way, she does things repetitively, to help calm her.

the problem with that is. i stroke my hair and the problem with that is i have Trichotillomania so i end up pulling my hair out in clumps from anxiety/stress. ive done that since i was 9.
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