Safe Place

I guess I misunderstood as I didn't read the posts as well as I should have before responding, my bad there. I will just back out of this one. I'm sorry you don't feel safe here. That should never happen to a member here.

Sorry I went over your head there Anqlique. I knew you had BPD and we where talking about you so I offered therapy and DBT as a solution. Sorry I went over your head but it was harmless really.

Thanks, chickenfoot.

ive been feeling depressed and the voices come and go. i dont know how to get out of this slump. i dont know what else to say.

Hope you feel better soon junk!

hope everything gets better junkdna

cry, go to work. feel suicidal. ask people how they are all day. they say theyre good. they ask me how i am and i just want to cry, but i say im fine. come home and cry. go to bed. do it again.

im sorry junk.
i know how it feels because im in the same process except i dont work. i cry. i sit or lay in bed all day and have bouts of crying. im all alone.

so i feel for you

I'm sorry Junk. I beginning to feel the same way.



but alas, here we are. I think I've crashed big time.

been seeing demons at night and hearing them. they dont say anything specific but they make noises. every time i burn incense they come out. idk why? i thought it was pretty safe to burn incense.

im having intrusive thoughts and voices. i just want to cry all the time.

Please don't

thank you. i did some crying today but im trying to keep positive. its really hard when all this is going on and im alone.

Crying is good sometimes in my case, it released the burden a bit. But too much crying is not good. Well you are not really alone, am here replying your post

I am sorry to hear this, hope you will be okay soon

I'm glad to be home but I don't feel safe with my dadanymore
long story don;t want to explain, just want to get the feelings out of my head

I feel paranoid and anxious again lately, my legs are even restless like they can't stand still. Funny thing is I am not stressed out because of this. Annoyed, yes. But not stressed out like usual *self hug

I feel like I'm stuck in my disorganized thoughts and can't get out of my head. I've been hearing mumbling and static off and on for the past two days. It's hard to make sentences come out right or at all.

My friend won't answer my texts or the phone when I call. I feel a loss energy around our friendship and I'm afraid and so sad. I have no one else to turn to.

My friend called, which I'm really grateful for but I am sad he shut me out all day.

It is really after me.

I am just so aware of how I am invisible and how I will never be a competent person.

I am really upset right now. Just can't take any more.

I don't want to be me. I don't want to exist. I don't want to die; I just want to have never existed.

I hate myself. I hate the people that ignore me. I hate the death force that is destroying my life.

I want to feel better, and I want to have reason to feel better, because the problem is solved.

Right now, I only see one solution, and I can't do it.

((((((( Secretum )))))))

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I'm having really bad suicidal thoughts. It started out as self harm thoughts but has got worse and worse. I've been delusional without realising too and ignoring my hallucinations. Everywhere I go I'm thinking about how I could kill myself. I've talked to my cpn and she says my mood is lifting. I'm baffled and frustrated. I don't want to be alive any more.

sorry youre struggling so much Justme. you can get through this just hang in there.