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i hope you find your thing 12pm

ugh i'm also having this feeling like AM is watching me thru all the electronics. that's how hes supposed to infect everything. so every screen just feels like one giant eyeball. >:-\

I hope you find it.

I went through that too when I thought I was being stalked. I'm sorry you're wishing to die, etc. I hope that will change for the better soon.

I'm all day drinking by myself like I did in Bradford. Alone apart from the noises from the other side and have the curtains shut so they can't watch me but they can still read my mind. Hopefully the drink will help

Beats studio headphones by dr dre and music to block out the noise and thoughts

I am drinking alone too, and yes with headphones and music. I hope you feel better soon

What are you drinking? Sorry to hear hope you feel better soon too

Beer and beer and beer, that's all i have and too anxious to go out to find another drink

Ah right, I can't drink beer, I'm drinking vodka. I went outside and got scared and anxious so I have no food but at least I had alcohol. Why are you drinking? If you don't mind me asking

I feel so lonely, I am so close to



But i haven't done it again in like 3 years, I am trying hard now not to ruin my record. Voices told me I am alone and no body cares but I know they are lying like they always do. Why are u drinking, if i may ask too?

I'm really sorry to hear that 12pm, I hope you don't do it. I haven't done it in 2 years either so I know how much it means to have that. You're not alone I'm sure people care about you, don't listen to them they are bullies. I'm drinking because I feel out of control and I want to get away from feeling like I am in a dream and that I'm in the wrong dimension. I'm trying to escape my thoughts

I got that feeling too, most of the time. Hanging there Justmeandmyhead, we can go through this. Let's just try to enjoy our drinks and the music, wish i were there so we can have a drink together

You hang in there too hun. Music helps so much. I'd love it if you were here to drink and chat. Hope you can enjoy your drinks, I'm here to chat if you want to x

Thank you dear
What kind of music do u like? I am listening to Idioteque by Radiohead now

That's cool, I like radiohead, I'm listening to the 1975 at the minute, they are my favourite band right now

my voices are bullies too. i hate them so much. if they were people i would murder them

Cool, i like Settle Down by 1975, and the video clip is great too..

I'm listening to that one now! Yeah it's good. I like creep by radiohead do you know it?

They are all bullies, DNA

I looove creep, the lyric suits me well haha wish I can see them on stage one day.. they never come to my country

Yeah I connect with them too. What country are you in?

It's crowded here makes my anxiety even worse..

Oh right that's cool, I'm from the UK. I'm in a city so it's pretty crowded too, I don't like going outside at the minute it makes me feel worse

have u guys heard this version of Creep?