Roll Call 59

Amber is drinking tonight tooo.

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I can't do shots. Only mixed drinks. Tonight it's cake flavored rum and root beer. It's so good.

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Same. My family knows nothing nor do they support or believe me. They tell me I need to go to rehab to "get off all those drugs". :/

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It depends on my mood. Sometimes I don't want to. Others, it makes me feel better. But I have to be in a good mood for that.

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I love kissing

It's intimate

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Low oil price means shutting down like 90% of the oil rigs. Laying off over 300 drivers. The trucks that I worked on for two years in mechanics are a service to the oil rigs in the extraction process for 2k a day. 130 or so trucks, ripped off the licenses and 40 of them sold to farmers. Each truck is worth 500k-600k.

I used insurance from the company I used to work at but it maxed out for the year so I'm going on welfare on Tuesday in the form of an emergency medical card to have free meds until my disability is processed cuz my meds are like 2k a month.

My mom says she doesn't want to wait and to buy the injection herself. I told her that I'll be fine because Abilify stays in the system for a while or idk.

Hi Tweaky, I'm glad you wrote. How are you doing? What happened?

Oh hey, it's been a while.

Apparently I have epilepsy AND schizophrenia. Lovely!

Also apparently I'm diagnosed with schizophrenia and not schizo-affective. I really wish my psych would actually tell me what he's diagnosing me with so my mom doesn't have to tell me what she read on the insurance forms.

But yeah, I've been telling everyone I've been having seizures for like....at least 2 years. But my mom kept thinking I was just 'having a psychotic episode', despite my antipsychotics working quite well. Now that they've confirmed I have seizures, I don't even get an apology. Makes me quite bitter.

Aww that's awesome SometimesP! I love kissing, well I love kissing my fiancee. My first kiss when I was a teenager was pretty meh but now I love it!

Depends on the kisser.

Congrats @Sometimes Psychotic

I hope it was worth the wait.
I don't mind kissing, myself, but I'm very picky about who I kiss.

I got into an accident yesterday.

Oh no are you okay??

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morning
woke up with another cluster headache. i think its my pillows and how i sleep sometimes.

congrats sp. it depends on the kisser.

My family is the same way...

I am okay and no one got hurt,
But I still feel pretty shaken up a little.

I wasn't driving, it was my mom driving, and it was actually her fault

I'm wondering if my remeron needs to be increased. I have been on it a little over two weeks now. I don't see my doctor until the 12th which sucks but I guess I have hydroxyzine and klonopin to get me through until then. I don't know what caused this spike in overall anxiety lately, I haven't felt this way in well over a year.

I wish I could go back in time 7 years and stop all this from happening.

My family thinks I'm going to be addicted to my meds.

Afternoon all,

Just back over at my parent's house again for a few days to help clear the house. We've got a big skip in the garden & have been throwing stuff in it this afternoon.

In other news I upgraded to Windows 10 today... got the free upgrade that Microsoft was offering & I'm quit pleased with it. Just seems like a smooth-lined version of Windows 8 really.

I'm also starting to count down the days to my next p-doc appointment now. It's in just under 3 weeks time but I'm quite eager to broach the subject of coming of APs with my p-doc. Bit apprehensive but I'm sure if I taper off correctly I shouldn't have too much of an increase of my symptoms. Or at least that's the hope.

I believe everyone has some sort of mental illness.

They say that 1 in 3 people will suffer from a mental illness at some point in their lifetime.

omg

i just had a panic attack while driving...

i had to pull over.

all of a sudden this sense of panic went over me and i try to calm myself down but then my arm started to feel like they were getting longer and like the steering wheel was getting further away from me. my arms felt like they were 5 feet long and i was driving from the backseat so i immediately pullled over and i called my mom and started crying.

ive never felt like that before i dont think. i felt like i was on drugs. but this wellbutrin says it increases panic attacks. i think ima stop taking it.

Mental illness is more common than people think it is, or than people lead you to believe it is.

I'm so afraid of everything.

I'm about to go to the hospital because my back hurts bad today. It usually hurts but it's worse today.