Roll Call 60

Morning!

I'm glad to say I am feeling much better today... my stomach stopped feeling as bad yesterday afternoon & managed to eat a proper meal for dinner. God did it taste good after a couple of days of only bread & soup!

Been there myself... welcome back!

Ugh...I'm ready for 8. It's only 4:14am here.

Hey welcome back! How is your job/life going?

No. I don't have seizure medication. I found this website called zocdoc and found a primary care doctor at almost midnight that had an appointment for 10:30am. It's 8:21am and I'm nervous as hell. I can just see it now. The doctor refusing.

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What is wrong with me? Since I've woken up at 8, so far I've called my boyfriend "Garyson" instead of Garrett. And I keep trying to read out loud but when I do, for some reason I try to start reading the sentence backwards. I'll start at the end and literally read backwards.

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First day of school today, joy.

I'm so wiped out today. COPD is not a joke.

I really wish ecigs had been easy to use 5 years ago.

I can't wait till October. Cooler weather, new tattoo, Halloween

I totally agree---that's when the fall leaves get really beautiful around here so I take a vacation

u guys should visit where i live in the fall. the leaves and mountains are so pretty

you all heard it, party at JunkDNA's place!

lol.....that would be interesting

just remember it's not a party until something gets broke!

Hi falcon----good to see you again

It turns out I will have enough money to get my new tattoo much sooner, in about 2 weeks from now. Will post pics of it

struggling. texted T. he gave me reassurance and told me to remember how much prns help. so i took one. i work at 4 and im just spiraling into a hole. it will pass. it will pass. it will pass

I went to a primary care doctor. She wouldn't refill my meds. She told me I needed a psychiatrist to get me off of them and asked why I wasn't taking anything else. I told her antipsychotics do nothing and she tried to put me on celexa (seriously the weakest antidepressant), said she didn't prescribe anti seizure medicine to prevent me from having a seizure. She called some referrals from her office. The first two didn't have any appointments until mid next month and the 3rd one had one this upcoming Tuesday but I would have had to pay $275 plus my copayment. I've never been so a doctor that requires some down payment like that. The doctor told me my best option is to go to rehab and get off of them.

If nothing else works and that's the only medicine keeping me calm and not a terrified recluse, why force me off of it? I don't understand.

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i was supposed to go on vacation this weekend to see my sister but my dad doesnt want to fly because he thinks flying is a hassle. he wants to drive. but i think drivigg is a hassle.

theres more to the story but long story short we prob arent going. i dont want to sit in a car for 10 hours. i also think its partially about the money. he doesnt wanna pay 300+ per ticket. which is understandable.

Woah. Where does she live? My online best friend lives in DE and I've looked at round trips several times and they've never been over $150. Are you checking the websites that give you the lowest price?

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I think it was about $350 at my first appointment but they are typically a full hour. I had to pay all of it because my deductible is higher than that....I would expect you'd have to pay that if you're using private insurance exclusively.

I've never had to before with any private doctor and my yearly deductible is already paid for.

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i hope everyone has a better day.

Thank you. Same to you.

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My boyfriend is calling lawyers on my behalf. It's making my anxiety so much worse. I'm terrified my doctor will do something to hurt me. She's a doctor. She has money. She could probably hire someone to kill me. I'm almost begging him to stop.

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The clinic called and they want me to come in to talk about my blood work. Probably the creatinine is still too high and they have to put me on some new drug. I don't know. I don't know when I can go back.