Roll Call 61

i just want to feel like myself again. i havent felt this bad since my last major psychosis.

Broken sleep. Stiff neck. New med. lookin for light end tunnel.
And old saying goes . .hope not train.

Took a med. lights out!

Good morning! Up early, have an appointment this morning with my pdoc to get my shot. Then waiting for a big package from UPS

So chickenfoot , not being smart (I also think drugs are a bad idea) what makes you high functioning? what do you do?

im awake at 5am.

cant sleep.

You seemed to say you were doing so well over the past few days! I'm sorry your feeling bad again. Hopefully it won't last long.

thanks i meant overall im not doing well. i have a day or two there where im ok but overall its not good.

what's in the package?

morning

how is everyone this morning?

I'm tired. I had a little Insomnia last night and got to sleep very late so I'm tired. My prescriptions are coming today though!

I am doing well, just finished the process of caffeine intake so I may actually function today! I woke up at 3:00 this morning and couldn't go back to sleep until 4:30... That was... annoying... really annoying.

How are you newtus?

Some collectible items and a couple pairs of comfortable windpants

I'm so glad to hear your prescriptions are going to go through!

im going to charlotte to ikea today with my friend

Yes! I have to go through that again in a month but hopefully now that I have a pdoc appointment in October it will go smoother. And thanks!

That's the key. I learned to not freak out over the first exam - because it's all about figuring out a professor's testing style. So don't be discouraged. And a C isn't bad. Especially for a first exam.

I wonder what this means, it says my package was delivered to "a dock" 30 minutes away from here. I sure hope I still get my stuff today, it's nothing important but I hate waiting for things

thanks...im feeling better about it now. i have time to pick my grade up

a dock? that's weird. one time i ordered a pair of doc marten boots. it said they were delivered but they never were. i complained to fedex like 3 times and they all gave me the run-around. so i never got them/got my money back!

Good morning ^^

Took my bank card and withdrew 200 dollars cuz.. It's my money that I worked for. Idk how much is in there. I don't mind paying for my meds but they are supposed to be covered so I kept a bunch of receipts to get my moms money back. My money issues are insane at the moment.

Bought a pack of cigs. The way it mixes with methylphenidate is pleasant for the morning to help focus. Never smoked in 6 months after smoking a pack a day for a while in the hospital. People are shocked that I have no craving. Same with alcohol but I might buy a pint to relax. At least it's not two pints of rum a day and getting dared to chug JD.

Kroger has Christmas stuff out already

Just had bloodwork done, apparently I need to get it once a year with this doc on abilify----I should be thankful its better than clozapine.

Ever since I started APs I've had to get a yearly check-up. In fact I just got a letter through the post telling me I need to arrange my next one.

I've been putting it off because I need a fasted blood test... the thought of even just putting off breakfast a few hours doesn't fill me with joy.

Yeah that's what they want is yearly, I think its good medicine I just don't enjoy doing it. Mine had to be fasted as well...I only have a glass of milk in the morning so it wasn't terrible to skip that.