Roll Call 62

Angelique67 · Sep 15, 2015, 06:10 PM

I'm depressed today and I've kept trying to sleep. I dreamed someone gave me a huge Klonopin and I wanted to save it for a disaster but I took half of it anyway in the dream. Then I woke up. My anxiety is bad and im thinking a lot about my former friends. Very sad.

Sometimes psychotic · Sep 15, 2015, 06:14 PM

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Originally Posted by 0dysseus

Great. My insurance has collapsed and I now have to pay over $300 a month to be stabilized.

I can't get on the Obamacare plan because I'm an independent contractor, not an employee. Which ducks me. My friend just said to go on disability. I already live in poverty at my mothers home.

I wonder what partial disability is. The United States healthcare system is greedy. Now I'm penalized for not HAVING health insurance. Way to kick a person when they are down "affordable health care act". I don't know what to do. I don't have $350 dollars hanging around. I MIGHT KILL MYSELF IF I DON"T GET MY MEDS!

And if I do sign up for Obamacare when they reopen in November, I Still have to wait until January when it kicks in. What A TERRIBLE SYSTEM!

That's awful, I'm so sorry you're dealing with this. Can you change jobs to something with insurance?

Blue_Bird · Sep 15, 2015, 07:41 PM

krispy kreme came out with limited edition pumpkin glazed crullers, they are so good!

junkDNA · Sep 15, 2015, 07:47 PM

hey guys... feeling a bit down tonight.

Sometimes psychotic · Sep 15, 2015, 07:50 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

krispy kreme came out with limited edition pumpkin glazed crullers, they are so good!

Oh wow I so did not need to know and yet am so happy to know

Sometimes psychotic · Sep 15, 2015, 07:51 PM

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Originally Posted by junkDNA

hey guys... feeling a bit down tonight.

What's up?

newtus · Sep 15, 2015, 08:24 PM

i had a good day today.
first good day in 2 weeks.

junkDNA · Sep 15, 2015, 08:28 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

What's up?

i am just thinking about my life and the future again. i started watching a movie so i am feeling a little better. or just distracted for now

Sometimes psychotic · Sep 15, 2015, 08:39 PM

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Originally Posted by junkDNA

i am just thinking about my life and the future again. i started watching a movie so i am feeling a little better. or just distracted for now

http://i.imgur.com/t4CmSWN.gifv

Just a little addition to the distraction

When I was younger I used to sit in the window of my dorm room and dream of the future while looking up at the moon. I was aiming pretty high. I may not have met all my goals but there's still time and even if I don't im still proud of how far I did make it. Better to fail while trying your hardest than give up before you start.

junkDNA · Sep 15, 2015, 08:45 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

http://i.imgur.com/t4CmSWN.gifv

Just a little addition to the distraction

When I was younger I used to sit in the window of my dorm room and dream of the future while looking up at the moon. I was aiming pretty high. I may not have met all my goals but there's still time and even if I don't im still proud of how far I did make it. Better to fail while trying your hardest than give up before you start.

thank you

Sep 15, 2015, 09:17 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

That's awful, I'm so sorry you're dealing with this. Can you change jobs to something with insurance?

Not in my line of work anywhere unless I were to work union. There isn't one around here though. ho hum

junkDNA · Sep 15, 2015, 10:24 PM

t was asking me about when i am going to quit smoking. i asked him if he had ever tried a cigarette. he told me he did once. he kept looking all over his office for this drawing of hobbes (calvin and hobbes) i drew him yrs ago. he wanted to put it up on a cork board thingy he got. i told him maybe i can draw another. we played cards and he won every time. he said i could stay in the house and work on art if i wanted. but i didnt. i left and came home and did nothing

Lillybird90 · 11:13 PM

So I rented a book from the library about schizophrenia and it's been so helpful I took it upon myself for people who can't afford to buy it to scan it convert it to pdf and upload it as a flip book which can be read and downloaded easily on this website http://fliphtml5.com/smow/rpry It will be very small on the website so view it in full screen mode and use the magnify glass to get the page bigger then you should be able to read it very well. It's larger in pdf version but the website made it much smaller. so you can read or download it your choice.

your welcome! (the book from the library seemed to be missing page 10 and 11 and the resources page in the back) Btw hope everyone has been doing well. I have been ok.

Door2015 · Sep 16, 2015, 02:03 AM

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Originally Posted by 0dysseus

Great. My insurance has collapsed and I now have to pay over $300 a month to be stabilized.

I can't get on the Obamacare plan because I'm an independent contractor, not an employee. Which ducks me. My friend just said to go on disability. I already live in poverty at my mothers home.

I wonder what partial disability is. The United States healthcare system is greedy. Now I'm penalized for not HAVING health insurance. Way to kick a person when they are down "affordable health care act". I don't know what to do. I don't have $350 dollars hanging around. I MIGHT KILL MYSELF IF I DON"T GET MY MEDS!

And if I do sign up for Obamacare when they reopen in November, I Still have to wait until January when it kicks in. What A TERRIBLE SYSTEM!

I hope this isn't too forward a question, why did the insurance collapse? I mean, was it an internal thing with the company? My dad and sister work for State Farm, which I know isn't the same thing, but they deal with a lot of health insurance companies. Maybe they can give me some advice to pass on to you? I don't have insurance either, but also can't fathom what I'd do if I needed it for something so important as meds. I hope that your situation gets fixed.

Door2015 · Sep 16, 2015, 07:21 AM

G'morning y'all. I'm feeling a bit better, but still the histamines are running rampant and causing a ruckus. What's everyone up to today?

Blue_Bird · Sep 16, 2015, 07:36 AM

Good morning Door!

Just enjoying a cup of coffee

Door2015 · Sep 16, 2015, 07:37 AM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Good morning Door!

Just enjoying a cup of coffee

Sweet! I'm about to do the same. Score!

Loial · Sep 16, 2015, 07:50 AM

I just had my lunch... Pea & Mint soup. Now I'm just watching Castle.

Door2015 · Sep 16, 2015, 08:32 AM

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Originally Posted by Loial

I just had my lunch... Pea & Mint soup. Now I'm just watching Castle.

I love Castle...and Nathan Fillion in general.

Pea and mint soup probably sounds more appetizing with a British accent. When I say it, it comes out Pea'n'Min.

newtus · Sep 16, 2015, 09:08 AM

morning.

having my cup of coffee. on my second cup.

im so tired. and i got a test due in psychology this week. the teacher already has it out for us to do but i didnt study. what are the chances of me just knowing the basics of psychology without studying? idk

Loial · Sep 16, 2015, 09:16 AM

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Originally Posted by Door2015

I love Castle...and Nathan Fillion in general.

Yeah he was great in Firefly... one of the most underrated TV series ever.

junkDNA · Sep 16, 2015, 09:37 AM

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Originally Posted by newtus

morning.

having my cup of coffee. on my second cup.

im so tired. and i got a test due in psychology this week. the teacher already has it out for us to do but i didnt study. what are the chances of me just knowing the basics of psychology without studying? idk

is this like a intro to psychology class? some classes go into studying the brain in the beginning. i would study for it

Sometimes psychotic · Sep 16, 2015, 09:46 AM

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Originally Posted by newtus

im so tired. and i got a test due in psychology this week. the teacher already has it out for us to do but i didnt study. what are the chances of me just knowing the basics of psychology without studying? idk

So here is the thing----why are you going to school? Are you going to school just to get a degree or to learn? I hope you are there to learn and learning requires studying.