Roll Call 70

Cap = cpn

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I'm tired of having no emotions. I'm a crier. I always have been but I've not cried in more than a year. I hate it. Crying gives me relief and let's others know that I care. Things that would once make me cry now leave me feeling flat and uneffected. It sucks and I'm not sure which med is doing it. I'd even consider downing my ad if I thought it would help. That just throws me into a cry less depression. I take gabapentin, Effexor, lamictal, latuda, Ativan, ambient and haldol. Any ideas on what could be causing this?

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Stupid ac. Ambient not ambient

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Ambien.

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So.. Finally I am able to wake up in the morning and not in the afternoon, I am not a night owl at least for today. I was ready to adult today so I asked my family what can I do to help them. They said "it's okay, don't worry about us, just enjoy your day today". Sigh.. Too much time spent being a zombie my family had learnt ways how to live "without" me. I was once the bread winner.. Was.

Sorry but this made me laugh

I hate it too. I'd think the ap. I don't have enough experience with ad's. I want to cry!

Do you have any hobbies you still enjoy? Or maybe taking a nice walk?

Does anyone know what the little v inside a diamond next to your name in Tapatalk means? Does it mean you're on probation or something? Thanks.

I still enjoy reading and writing, but even those two take longer time than they used to be. I am okay with that to be honest, I can accept that. But I want to be able to make money again..

Yes, I wish I could make money too. It would help a lot.

I meant my reply was a bit TMI for me, not your question.

Just applied for a part time (two nights a week) programming course that starts in March and runs for a year. It'll give me credits towards my BSc so here's hoping I get accepted!

You know, you shouldn't always assume the worst...

It's the opposite. It means you are a VIP member & get no ads... or something like that.

VIP Status Deadline

Good morning. Busy day of getting my sons braces fixed and then working. Nothing fun or exciting. No nap today either boo.

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Thanks, Loial! I didn't realize it was a Tapatalk thing, I thought it was a pc thing!

good morning

super intense snow storm jonas coming here tonight. the forecasts vary, either a destructive ice storm or a lot of snow coming here. i am going to my moms today. i hope toby will be ok. i am concerned about the power cutting out and no heat. we dont have an alternate heat source. my roomie will be staying here with him.

Good morning everyone

I suddenly have this thought.. Sometimes my positivity could be annoying for some people, specially for them with depression. I don't know how to explain this any further but I need to fix this..

Going to group today

morning ! got approval to take time off and a release from my therapist so he can share information with whoevers put in charge of me. boyfriend has been super encouraging about everything even though he doesnt understand all of it. anywya i need to get this taken care of, so i can live fully in this world while i still can

morning everyone.

my dad goes back to work today after being off for vacation. im very sad and can feel the loneliness setting in.

Good morning! I had an aha moment when it occurred to me that I was driven by competition. I competed against others or myself. Now I have no drive/motivation and I told my T about it. He says to find what I enjoy and seeing how it benefits me starting with what I value most. Problem is I don't like much right now. I have no interest in what I use to do. I'm very indecisive, too so it makes it worse. I don't know how to go about it. Any suggestions?

im not ready to be alone again

I'm sorry he's going back to work.

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I'm in the same boat.