Roll Call 73

haha woo ive got 3 computers

imac for filmmaking and photography.
hp windows 10 for regular use.
macbook air for different uses.

Mom is getting me a calendar so I can keep track of symptoms.

Where's Angelique ?

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Hi Blue_Bird! I'm here in spirit. Very Bad Things are happening here and I haven't been able to get the real police. I should go to the station but they probably wouldn't be much help because I can't prove the landlord's team has been doing all this crap that they've been doing. (They want me to move out and apparently they're unable to evict me legally.)

I hope things get better soon. I'm sorry you're having to go through this. Was just wondering if you were ok when I realized I haven't seen you post in awhile

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[trigger]is it bad i feel like i could do something to someone?[\trigger]

my blood is boiling right now. its been like this for a week now.

Hanging out in the chatroom

Thank you. I've been reading your posts here and I'm really glad for all the great things you'll be doing once you move. (( hugs ))

took my meds right now but i know they arent helping.

i want a cigarette so bad

I made another blog, this is just about my hobbies and life, keeping it separate from the one I made about mental illness

https://bluebirdsblog2016.wordpress.com/

I wonder how many of you people don't have a mental illness but have just been tagged by your government and left to be tortured and die. Mental illness doesn't exist!!!

I haven't had a klonopin in over a week now. I don't need it. Yay!

That's great news Ody, how's it going?

Things are alright. I'm relaxing with my cat on my feet. Kitler keeps them nice and toasty. There will be a foot of snow here in the coming days--boo! I'm listening to Fiona Apple at the moment.

How are you, Door? How's work? What's good in life?

what fux...hate them

so mad all the time

just go awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

I'm actually sitting with my cat, Poco, on my lap. Dang that's a lot of snow!

I'm ok, visited my husbands aunt in the hospital today, and it was odd to see her in that state. She had open heart surgery yesterday, and had quite a lot of memory loss. I'm going to take uncle Charlie to see her tomorrow.

Work is pretty good. The chef complimented me the other day, in telling this dude from the other side, that perhaps he'd put me over there, on the grill. He guy doesn't think girls can do guy things like setting meat on fire. So, I took that as a compliment.

What's good, after the hospital, we went for lunch and then I was feeling adventurous, and we went out and found this place that I kept seeing. It was a very interesting little building that turned out to be the longest running handmade chocolatier in Florida. I asked if they were hiring at their chocolate factory. And the guy said maybe a part time in a few months.

I've really been feeling a desire to learn everything there is about cooking, baking, and um, chocolating.

not at all sure if this is right place...anyone else feel like a fraud when they can't completely recalll what happens to them, that they cannot fully remember what happens in...'hallucination' for example, so they doubt the existence of it in the first place?

What's wrong?

im really mad at the voices because they keep tellng me my T is gonna do bad things to me and id ont like it and i dont believe them and i wish they would go somehwere else.

iwanna sleep

The fact that you don't believe them is powerful. Your T will be really proud of you. I wish you didn't have to go through that. I believe in you, you can get through this.

thank u they are so annoyig...they tell me graphic things..explicit.it disturbs me!!!