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ofthevalley · Jul 03, 2016, 03:50 PM

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I'm wondering what has gone wrong with my cognitive health. How could I have suffered so many deficits so recently and stacked so closely together. I guess I may have had some mini strokes. And the pos have been torturing me for months since February with chemical fumes through the very large holes in my walls. I am hoping and praying that someone who actually cares enough to catch them for the sake of the rest of the city at least would finally wake up and notice this. But I have no real hope now.

I'm praying you get some peace.

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MoonSunn · Jul 07, 2016, 01:42 PM

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My mother is telling me to commit sui every day

12AM · Jul 07, 2016, 02:02 PM

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My mother is

You deserve to live. If your mother doesn't appreciate your life, there are other people who do

Oh, in case if you don't know how to put a trigger icon to hide a post, here is the link http://forums.psychcentral.com/commu...something.html

junkDNA · Jul 08, 2016, 12:08 PM

Having a really hard day. I started crying yesterday. I drugged myself to sleep but woke up at 5am crying. Everything feels so pointless. I feel really alone

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88Butterfly88 · Jul 08, 2016, 01:33 PM

Thinking of everyone here.

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ofthevalley · Jul 08, 2016, 07:55 PM

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Originally Posted by MoonSunn

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My mother is telling me to commit sui every day

That's a horrible thing for a mother (or anyone else) to say.

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ofthevalley · Jul 08, 2016, 07:56 PM

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Originally Posted by junkDNA

Having a really hard day. I started crying yesterday. I drugged myself to sleep but woke up at 5am crying. Everything feels so pointless. I feel really alone

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I hope you're feeling a little bit better now

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88Butterfly88 · Jul 09, 2016, 08:15 AM

Sorry to hear you guys aren't doing so well.

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Angelique67 · Jul 10, 2016, 06:03 PM

I don't know what to do about the burning odors here when they're burning my trash.

All the pos have to do is open their windows, and the air whooshes out all the odors they cause.

That's what they'll do if I call the fire dept, and then I'll never be believed again. They're burning that awful smelling stuff. I wish I weren't here. Maybe I should go to a motel. Too expensive but I wish to God that I could leave here and never come back.

Angelique67 · Jul 10, 2016, 07:36 PM

Thank you, God, for the sudden rain! At least hopefully I can eat without smelling that horrible smell.

joacobanfield · Jul 11, 2016, 04:34 AM

I sm afraid of dreaming.
I tend to feel as if everything was happening for real...
Flying was awesome, but having an evil clone of my funniest voice try to gouge my eyes out? Not so fun.
I still remember her hand trying to find a way between my closed eyelids...
Sigh.

12AM · Jul 11, 2016, 04:42 AM

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Originally Posted by joacobanfield

I sm afraid of dreaming.
I tend to feel as if everything was happening for real...
Flying was awesome, but having an evil clone of my funniest voice try to gouge my eyes out? Not so fun.
I still remember her hand trying to find a way between my closed eyelids...
Sigh.

I often have nightmares too

12AM · Jul 15, 2016, 06:12 PM

Don't know why but I feel the needs to put a trigger icon

Possible trigger:

I am too happy, too careless, too full with racing thoughts right now. This is not good, I know where this goes. I am on the right track to a full blown mania. I couldn't remember the exact reason why I stopped taking lithium, but maybe because I thought I don't have suicidal thought anymore so why on it. Stupid me. First, never stop med cold turkey. Second, lithium is not for suicidal thought only. I'll meet my pdoc next week. He would be upset of course why I didn't talk to him first. Argh. I feel a bit anxious and panic. But next week is not that long, I only have to calm myself while waiting in these few days. I cannot stop laughing or at least smirking, I believe for anyone who knows nothing about MI, now I look like a perfect lunatic

88Butterfly88 · Jul 16, 2016, 11:18 AM

For everyone here:

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88Butterfly88 · Jul 16, 2016, 04:10 PM

Hi all,

I had voices last night. I originally thought they were PTSD flashbacks but I realize they were just voices. Stupid brain is playing tricks on me again.

Angelique67 · Jul 16, 2016, 04:16 PM

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Hi all,

I had voices last night. I originally thought they were PTSD flashbacks but I realize they were just voices. Stupid brain is playing tricks on me again.

I hope the voices will stop soon.

88Butterfly88 · Jul 16, 2016, 05:14 PM

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I hope the voices will stop soon.

Thank you, they are actually gone now! They seem to like to come more at night than during the day.

Angelique67 · Jul 16, 2016, 05:30 PM

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Thank you, they are actually gone now! They seem to like to come more at night than during the day.

Well that's good! That you are getting more familiar with how it is for you, and that they're gone for now.

88Butterfly88 · Jul 16, 2016, 06:17 PM

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Well that's good! That you are getting more familiar with how it is for you, and that they're gone for now.

Yeah, it is good. I'll take it!

88Butterfly88 · Jul 16, 2016, 06:18 PM

I think our safe place should look something like this:

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Angelique67 · Jul 16, 2016, 06:52 PM

Hahaha, we used to read under the covers with our tiny keychain flash lights.

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88Butterfly88 · Jul 17, 2016, 07:42 AM

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What's up?

ofthevalley · Jul 17, 2016, 04:42 PM

Today I punished my son. I feel like **** about it. He's not talking to me right now and that makes me so sad. We've always been so close but lately he's turning into a kid I don't know when he's with his friends. I'm scared of what the future holds.

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Angelique67 · Jul 17, 2016, 06:01 PM

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Today I punished my son. I feel like **** about it. He's not talking to me right now and that makes me so sad. We've always been so close but lately he's turning into a kid I don't know when he's with his friends. I'm scared of what the future holds.

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It's all part of the mom business.

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