Safe Place 2

I think our safe place needs a safety net, to catch us when we fall. So I brought one:

Aww this looks safe, and yeah, we catch each other here

Exactly what I was thinking, we can catch each other.

Hi,

I really need a safe place right now. I don't know what is voices and what is real. I'm even sure if I'm safe. I thought I was unsafe yesterday. Then today, I woke up feeling very safe. Now I don't feel safe again.

It sounds like maybe you have some sort of fast bipolar type of thing, that keeps cycling quickly through the same day. Are you diagnosed with that? I'm not sure what you could do for this, aside from taking your meds, and other suggestions from your pdoc and t.

Hmm, I never thought of that. No, I'm not diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder. I do take meds and go to therapy. Thanks for the hugs!

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Thank you!

I am damaged
Broken and no one would ever want me unless they want to break me further
Everything hurts and I can't take it I can't stand it

I haven't cried this much in so long and I never cry
I usually feel so heartless because nothing can make me cry but tonight I cried all of my tears that have been piling up behind my eyes and now I cried for hours sobbing

It hurts so much I can still feel all of it like it was yesterday I am 14 years old again and the year is 2009 it's happening all over again and I can't stop it

Im so sorry you're going through that, Kori. The voices never apologize either. Just take everything that comes up, without even feeling positive or negative. If you don't care what they say, they naturally fade out.

I feel desperate. Like I could get drunk and go to the city. If you lose that type of spontaneity you're already at least half dead.

Hi,

I need a safe place right now. Some creepy old guy in my head wants me to have sex with him. He's pressuring me into it. Oh no, he's touching me down there, I can physically feel it, along with the other guy who I can physically feel poking my back.

Gentle hugs, if theyre ok.

Thank you, I appreciate it.

I'm in the middle of grief from my Grandpa passing, and I'm starting to hear voices again, idk what to do, I'm afraid to tell anyone out of fear of going to the hospital, I'm able to recognize they aren't real, but still Everytime I mention it I'm either dismissed by my therapist or threaten by my psychiatrist with hospital. And even though I'm on Medicaid Finding have a supplemental insurance to go with it yet, so I can't afford a hospital stay anyways... Idk I just needed this safe place to vent.

Plus I'm really paranoid that my uncle and aunt are going to start a giant fight at my Grandpa memorial service,xand could even have hidden guns and such idk, my uncle is talking about stealing my grandpa's ashes if he doesn't get what he wants, I'm scared they're going to steal everything that was my Grandpa and stuff. My paranoia is out of control, I didn't even want to go to the memorial service it is that bad, I'm going to go anyways, as In trying to keep the attention away from me and on my Grandpa, but this id how I feel. Frankly I'm scared, idk what to do about these thoughts or the voices right now... Ugh, sorry I hijacked the thread, since I'm only Bipolar, but you all may understand some of the things Im talking about...

I wish I could help you

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I am sorry for your lost About your aunt and uncle fighting, is there someone in the family that they both have respect for? Or is there someone in your family that you can trust? If there is, maybe you can share this issue with them. Coping with grief and lost is always hard, send you hugs.

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I'm sorry this is happening to you

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Sorry to hear about your grandpa. I hope things go smoothly at the memorial service.

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Thank you!!!!