Roll Call #79

I see them all the time. Shadow people.

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Hey guys. At my day treatment program. It's hot as hell.

Seeing my clinician today. Then seeing my pdoc tomorrow. Hopefully I can come off seroquel now that my invega shot was increased

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It's warm here but not hot as hell... it never gets hot as hell here! Total let down though because it's overcast... so can't enjoy the sun OR WEAR MY NEW SHORTS!

Cutting back or stopping the Seroquel seems a great idea. How long ago was your shot increased?

Afternoon,

I think I am as prepared as I could possibly be for my information session/interview at the college tomorrow. Probably overkill since it's fairly informal as far as I am aware, but still it should mean I have less anxiety tomorrow. Well, that & my low dose diazepam...

I guess my main anxiety is whether there will be people I can relate to there. Most are likely to be school leavers, so like 17-20ish probably. Young whipper snappers in other words.

No idea how many will be at the information session but it can't be that many if they run multiple ones. I had a choice between 3 dates, but there must have been ones earlier & I assuming ones later for people still applying.

Oh well, overall I am excited. Get a chance to find out more about the course & whether it's really what I want. (which hopefully it is!) Then I think an offer should come through fairly shortly after, I hope... possible to get put on a waiting list. No idea when courses tend to get full.

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Hey guys.
I had a nice weekend with the girls. Did my best to get involved and be sociable. I struggled at some points but I think I did well.
I took my meds even though I could have got away with not taking them. I'm struggling to see why I need them but that's the old cycle happening again.
Been for a run, it was so hard because my legs have seized up. Didn't give up though.
Hope everyone's okay

Hey! it's so good to see you!

I just had to call my pcp because I could not get down the stairs again. For all I know he might cancel me as a patient there. I don't know what to tell them when I'm sitting here with failure upon me. I have a phobia, therefore I can't get there, however I still do need my rx! Oh God. Why does no one seems to get it.

Oh and I fell off my bed Saturday night.

It's great to see you!

I remember we used to go through a roll call in like a week

I am on 234mg a month now, it was increased last week

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Hey Angelique! It's good to see you too! I'm sorry about the issues with the stairs and everything, I hope it all works out for you

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Thank you! At this point hiring a fork lift wouldn't be far from my head lol. He made my appointment on the day I go to my pdoc. I'm really so embarrassed. 😞

How is everything going since your move? I'm not sure if you were able to post? I hope everything is going really well for you!!!!!!!!!

I hate my life. I'm done. My schizophrenia has taken everything away from me, including my self.

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I'm sorry it's hurting so much lately. I'm almost feeling that, but this phobia stuff going on with me is crazy.

I was on that dose

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Anyone vape diactyl something with the flavourings?

I think that's what basically have me a heart attack not the thc.

Edit: I'm extremely allergic to high dose food colouring and diacetyl is used in food colouring and flavouring.

There are brands who use no diacetyl or other of the bad stuff. (There's more of it in tobacco cigarettes than ever in a vape.)

I was just thinking about that
We've been on #79 for a while now

I think it's something about summer. It tends to get quieter around here then, I guess people are just busier or just not feeling like posting.

Hey everyone! I hope you are all doing well. I've been busy with kid stuff. School is wrapping up so there is lots to do. My daughter had her graduation ceremony today. Next year she starts middle school. Can't believe my kids will both be in middle school. I don't know where the years have gone. I'm clearly getting old.
Have been feeling pretty good. The deep dark depression seems to have lifted. If I could get the voices to stop I'd be golden but that's probably too much to ask for.

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i think i was on 600 but it didnt do much for me. this flufenazyl something im on now is worth gold in my eyes. does pretty well with voices and delusions.

i also feel like atypical put it that part of my personality is missing. im torn between doing what makes me feel good and risking symptoms..

Just got back from my information session/interview...

I got a place on the course!

The offer will come through within 10 days or something she said. So not quite official yet & even then you aren't fully committed until induction when you sign your soul away to the college for the length of the course.

Anyway, excited about it. No idea what other people will be on the course at this point, guess I'll find out.

Some elements of the course sounded more interesting too. Especially the part where they said they would basically tell us how to hack, to understand how to protect networks against hackers. (slight exaggeration but sort of)

So yeah, a step in the right direction today. Good day.

Blah. My MRIs are in two hours. At least they're sedated.

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Everything is going really well, I'm very thankful Plus my cats like it so that's good lol

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