Roll Call #79

I hope it will work out ok. I'm scared now I have to go through this Monday again.

Professionals change things like that around a lot. I've learned that the exact label really doesn't matter, what's important is getting your symptoms treated effectively so you're not living in hell.

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Haha at first I thought umm uve got me confused with someone else

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I'm bleaching my hair again to try to get it evened out and all. I have to do my roots when they get longer.

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Morning guys,

I've decided that today is my day for worrying/planning for my information session at the college on Tuesday.

Figure if I get it out the way early, then things should go more smoothly on the day. I think as always the worrying is worse than what happens!

I think the excitement of finding out more about the course & being a step closer to getting a place will help though.

Then only 2 days after that is the EU referendum vote. Seems to have come around so fast... could be a completely different future for the UK very soon.

Lots going on next week!

My friend was in the middle of doing my hair (bleaching) (hes a licensed hairdresser) and he had a seizure. Ive never witnessed something like this before ever. I was like so afraid.

But with that noted. I was supposed to get a greyish color. But since he wasnt able to finish it I put red in it. So im sporting high school hairdos again.

So DAMN cool!!

I was wearing that shirt yesterday

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thanks 12pm!

It's been raining day and night for two days in a row (yes, in June lol), and the water surface in my fish pond is so close to the ground. Taking the best advantage from this situation, one of my cat, Gabriella caught one fish and when her eyes caught mine, she dropped it into my feet with innocent face.

Me : You caught it from inside the pond, didn't you?
Gaby : No, I saved it instead, it got lost under the rain

I want to write something like this;

All apologies to people that I will leave behind I can't explain the pain and rage that dwells inside of my mind I feel I've lost the war inside my head that keeps me alive and everything I've ever loved is gonna slowly subside into the darkest night you've ever seen my soul is tainted, nothing clean some say that life is but a dream but nightmares only come for me so tell me where they go with inner demons at my do' their always fighting for control and trynna be feeding off my soul no longer know my ups from downs no happiness, just only frowns I’m always staring at the ground just hoping something comes around and now my visions blurry surely I’m fading fast and in a hurry. Maybe death will finally cure me, never thought I'd leave this early..

- Prozak

That's really cute! 😺

"The genes involved in schizophrenia coat the neurons with “eat-me signals,”"

Did you get too close to a fire?

That used to always happen to me, when I'd light up a smoke and BOOM no eyebrows.

Anyway different topic, how many people here look after themselves? Like wear makeup and look after their appearance?

Ugh. I'm having my seizure twitches. I always have a seizure when they start.

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Hi Newtus. It's been a while since we last spoke.
I'm in the middle of turning mine pink! I went from black to blond over the last month. I need toner to get the brass color out of the blond before I dye it pink. I'm debating on bleaching it one more time or not.

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I did, but I haven't since 2013. I have anxiety now when I try to put it on. It's like I just don't have the patience for anything anymore. But I used to love doing it.

Nice to hear from you! I like that you're going with pink! Honestly, I wouldnt have chosen this color initially because I was supposed to get it toned to a grey. But since my friend had his episode I wasnt able to get it toned or anything. It looks more orange-y because of that. I'm supposed to be going on a trip this week. I actually wasnt able to get it cut the way i wanted it too either. But now that I look at the color with the current cut, Im glad I didnt get that certain cut.

@A18

i would just recommend being careful with a lot of bleachings.

I get up every day, shave, brush teeth.. Just gives me energy to start the day or even go back to sleep knowing I'm taking care of myself when before the Abilify I didn't do jack **** to care for myself for months.

I dyed my hair too,
It's black now, it used to be brown, now it's black.

Anyway, I got my hair straightened too


My hair is normally a huge, curly fro and I already miss my curly hair!
I want to wash it now just to get it back to curly, but I rarely straighten my hair so I have to deal with it

Newtus looks cool with or without eyebrows

I wish mine was curly.

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Absolutely. <3

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Kori, that is a cool look for you! I love it. maybe you'll get more used to it? Anyway it's nice that you can wear it different ways.