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MoGhileMear · Jul 25, 2016, 10:17 AM

I'm free!!!!

21stCenturySM · Jul 25, 2016, 11:33 AM

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I'm free!!!!

Awesome!

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-Astral- · Jul 25, 2016, 12:07 PM

Am listening to Japanese Pop ... but i cant understand a ****ing word they are say

88Butterfly88 · Jul 25, 2016, 12:10 PM

Hello all. Starting to wonder if Geodon is making things worse. I know it's supposed to help but I'm not sure if it is.

Angelique67 · Jul 25, 2016, 12:25 PM

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Hello all. Starting to wonder if Geodon is making things worse. I know it's supposed to help but I'm not sure if it is.

How long have you been on it? They say that one has to be taken with 500 calories of food.

88Butterfly88 · Jul 25, 2016, 12:37 PM

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How long have you been on it? They say that one has to be taken with 500 calories of food.

I think I've been on it about a year but I'm not 100% certain. My dose was upped a few months ago. Good to know about the food, I usually take it with lunch and dinner though.

Jul 25, 2016, 01:11 PM

But my dreams they aren't as empty

As my conscience seems to be

Jul 25, 2016, 01:32 PM

What if I just pulled myself together, would it matter at all?
What if I just tried not to remember, would it matter at all?
All the chances that have passed me by, would it matter

if I gave it one more try

ofthevalley · Jul 25, 2016, 01:53 PM

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i am having a hell of a time... its really bad. i dont want to go on. i went to work bu ti dont even know why. i kept asking myself" why am i even going here ? it doesnt matter" i got there and immediately wanted to leave. i was trying so hard to not cry in front of my coworkers. they alreaday thinkk i am weird enough. i told myself i will just work this shift nad go home and do it. well im home now. i texted my T for support... i had also called him before i wen tto work. he texted me some then stopped when he asked what i have eaten today and discovered that it hasnt been much of anything. i figured he was roling his eyes saying wow F it. which is how i felt. he called me around 10pm. we talkeds ome, i walked around th eparking lot. i cried a little. i felt stupid. he kept saying it will pass, it will pass. go home and take a prn and ur meds and go to bed, ill talk to u in the morning. i said ok i gotta go .he texted a few min after "i care about you very much, this will pass" well i am home now... i have a headache and i feel so terrible. i dont even know what i am waiting for. what is T gonna do?? im always going to end up here...in this state. i am so tired. im sorry for unloading here... i just ... whatever

I hope things improve soon

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ofthevalley · Jul 25, 2016, 02:05 PM

Hi everyone. I hope you are all feeling a little better today. I'm kind of out in lala land today. Not sure why. I didn't do **** today. I'm feeling a bit guilty because of the kids. Oh well can't do something exciting every day I guess.
What's everyone up to?

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88Butterfly88 · Jul 25, 2016, 02:06 PM

I'm going out to a board game club later. Looking forward to it but nervous.

Angelique67 · Jul 25, 2016, 02:13 PM

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Hi everyone. I hope you are all feeling a little better today. I'm kind of out in lala land today. Not sure why. I didn't do **** today. I'm feeling a bit guilty because of the kids. Oh well can't do something exciting every day I guess.
What's everyone up to?

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Dreading my grocery delivery. :/ I didn't get much food. Just some cereals, and bread, and a lot of juice. Oh and my coffee. That's why I had to order for today, running out of coffee.

Angelique67 · Jul 25, 2016, 02:14 PM

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I'm going out to a board game club later. Looking forward to it but nervous.

That sounds like fun! I hope it will be.

ofthevalley · Jul 25, 2016, 02:40 PM

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Dreading my grocery delivery. :/ I didn't get much food. Just some cereals, and bread, and a lot of juice. Oh and my coffee. That's why I had to order for today, running out of coffee.

Can't risk running out of coffee. After all it is the nectar of the gods. I haven't had nearly enough today. May be making another pot.

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88Butterfly88 · Jul 25, 2016, 02:52 PM

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That sounds like fun! I hope it will be.

Thanks!!!!

88Butterfly88 · Jul 25, 2016, 02:52 PM

I don't really like coffee but I love tea.

Angelique67 · Jul 25, 2016, 02:55 PM

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Can't risk running out of coffee. After all it is the nectar of the gods. I haven't had nearly enough today. May be making another pot.

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Me too, but I'd want to take a nap. Wish I could.

ofthevalley · Jul 25, 2016, 03:27 PM

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Me too, but I'd want to take a nap. Wish I could.

I made my 2nd pot. Only 6 cups though so not too bad.

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Angelique67 · Jul 25, 2016, 04:12 PM

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I made my 2nd pot. Only 6 cups though so not too bad.

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If it wouldn't affect my anxiety I'd be doing that too lol. My order came, and I think I put away all the fridge and freezer stuff, and I feel like a weight has just been lifted.

I'll have to thank my neighbor (one of the nice ones) for keeping the door open for the driver. When I next see her. Given my avoidance of the stairs, that may be awhile.

Angelique67 · Jul 25, 2016, 04:32 PM

Oh, I'll have to look for the bleach. Didn't see it yet and I need it to clean the sink, since I had to use the toilet plunger on the drain last week.

junkDNA · Jul 25, 2016, 06:16 PM

im still pretty low. i dont know why it matters to post it here. i feel really pointless... my whole existence... is pointless. now im scaring people,..people are worried...my mom and T. and now my roommate bc hse asked me if i am OK, and i said ... no. and she said did i do something wrong? i said no its not you. she asked do i wanna talk about it. "no i dont want to talk about it". she left. iam a piece of ****

Angelique67 · Jul 25, 2016, 06:52 PM

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im still pretty low. i dont know why it matters to post it here. i feel really pointless... my whole existence... is pointless. now im scaring people,..people are worried...my mom and T. and now my roommate bc hse asked me if i am OK, and i said ... no. and she said did i do something wrong? i said no its not you. she asked do i wanna talk about it. "no i dont want to talk about it". she left. iam a piece of ****

What triggered this? If you know, you might be able to know what you should do with it. Have you told your t about it?

junkDNA · Jul 25, 2016, 07:39 PM

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What triggered this? If you know, you might be able to know what you should do with it. Have you told your t about it?

He knows. I haven't been eating and I had a flashback which I talked some about with my therapist. It dredged a lot of stuff up and I am failing to cope.

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ofthevalley · Jul 25, 2016, 07:51 PM

I'm sorry junk

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ofthevalley · Jul 25, 2016, 08:37 PM

I'm not feeling great tonight. My head is loud and my tolerance for it is low.

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