Roll call 80

Angelique67 · Jul 02, 2016, 05:25 PM

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Originally Posted by Erti

Hopefully you'll be able to get to the eye doctor. Lol, I can understand a hectic life.

I should have been moved already, before the past 3 months. I don't know why I haven't arranged anything yet. I am packed up. And I need to move. But it exhausts me to think of having to go someplace new for health care. I haven't ever been so exhausted in my life. Maybe I'm just dying or something.

Blue_Bird · Jul 02, 2016, 05:34 PM

I bought some tea today. A box of peppermint and a box of sleepy time vanilla. Still have some chamomile left over too. Hopefully they help me relax and curb my appetite.

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A18793715 · Jul 02, 2016, 05:42 PM

I have to spend my entire ssi check for the month but I get to spend the month with my niece and nephew!!!!

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Erti · Jul 02, 2016, 05:52 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

I should have been moved already, before the past 3 months. I don't know why I haven't arranged anything yet. I am packed up. And I need to move. But it exhausts me to think of having to go someplace new for health care. I haven't ever been so exhausted in my life. Maybe I'm just dying or something.

Maybe it's just low motivation? I get that way too. I know mental illness does that to you.

Angelique67 · Jul 02, 2016, 06:07 PM

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Originally Posted by Erti

Maybe it's just low motivation? I get that way too. I know mental illness does that to you.

It could be, but there's a lot of fear in me.

Dam , i lost the captions on my TV again. I hope I can get them back.

Blue_Bird · Jul 02, 2016, 06:59 PM

Ugh

Possible trigger:

just devoured a box of cupcakes. Have been bingeing and purging a lot lately

I need to start being healthy, starting tomorrow. I ordered a workbook on overeating/bingeing and am in a group that discusses these issues

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junkDNA · Jul 02, 2016, 07:10 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Ugh

Possible trigger:

just devoured a box of cupcakes. Have been bingeing and purging a lot lately

I need to start being healthy, starting tomorrow. I ordered a workbook on overeating/bingeing and am in a group that discusses these issues

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Purging is so damaging to ur body. I know it's hard to stop once you've started doing it. It's such a hard thing to break. Thinking of you

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Erti · Jul 02, 2016, 07:11 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Ugh

Possible trigger:

just devoured a box of cupcakes. Have been bingeing and purging a lot lately

I need to start being healthy, starting tomorrow. I ordered a workbook on overeating/bingeing and am in a group that discusses these issues

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It's good that you're in therapy to help you with your eating disorder. I don't have an eating disorder but I find myself having an unhealthy relationship with food and exercise. I do what feels good at the moment and not what is healthy for me in the long term.

newtus · Jul 02, 2016, 08:05 PM

hey guys

Erti · Jul 02, 2016, 08:10 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

hey guys

Wud up

21stCenturySM · Jul 02, 2016, 08:17 PM

What's good?

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Erti · Jul 02, 2016, 08:19 PM

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Originally Posted by 21stCenturySM

What's good?

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Weed... weed is what's good. Haven't smoked in a long time.

21stCenturySM · Jul 02, 2016, 08:20 PM

That is what's good!

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junkDNA · Jul 02, 2016, 08:21 PM

Weed makes me super paranoid. I can't smoke it anymorr

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21stCenturySM · Jul 02, 2016, 08:23 PM

That sucks. Does the opposite to me.

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Erti · Jul 02, 2016, 08:26 PM

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Originally Posted by junkDNA

Weed makes me super paranoid. I can't smoke it anymorr

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It's weird how weed effects people differently. It calms the **** out of me xD

Jul 02, 2016, 09:04 PM

Weed doesn't make me paranoid. Alcohol does but weed makes me sooooo anxious i wish it didn't.

Although that was just THC. My first joint was nice although it made me a little psychotic but it was fun because it was over within a few hours.

junkDNA · Jul 02, 2016, 09:10 PM

had a good day with my mom

Erti · Jul 02, 2016, 09:23 PM

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Originally Posted by junkDNA

had a good day with my mom

Do anything fun with your mom?

daisymazed · Jul 02, 2016, 10:37 PM

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Originally Posted by Loial

We made it to the 80s!

Hey Loial, we sure did!

daisymazed · Jul 02, 2016, 10:44 PM

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Originally Posted by MoGhileMear

First day of my new job went really well. Feet are so sore from standing all day and I didn't freak out and run out the door when I became overwhelmed, I persevered and sat with the discomfort until? Yep that's right, what science says, the discomfort and anxiety went away over time. It may more than likely come back and I'll feel the same but it will go away again.

Onwards and upwards people!

All the best to you Irish!

daisymazed · Jul 02, 2016, 10:50 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

idk how to get away from him. because a small part of me actually still loves him. i keep telling myself ill find new people at uni but it keeps being put off longer and longer because i cant get enough credits fast enough. even though i took 6 classes in spring. i pushed myself so hard only to still fall short.

i told everyone i was seeing him again and im losing the respect of my friends and my family is mad at me.

yet i cant pull myself away, not only from him but the alcohol. i pulled away from him for a month and from the alcohol for a week, only to go back. i went through a mild psychosis for a month but it was pretty wild. at least i think it was psychosis. maybe.

im not manic or psychotic right now. im just very lonely and desperate for company. im alone 10 hours out of the day. thats not working for me, to be alone with only friend who is sick with cancer. i drink to escape the mind numbingness of the hours i sit alone.

I know the feeling Newtus, I know the feeling!
Its gotta get better soon. Hang in there kid! All the best!

daisymazed · Jul 02, 2016, 11:03 PM

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Originally Posted by MoGhileMear

Ah man it's so bad, I was thinking I might be flat footed, but then again I never had a problem in my past jobs so could be just me not being used to it. It has been about 3 years since my last job, and most of that 3 years has been spent sitting on me arse!

If you can lay your hands on some cardboard, and standing in one spot all day,and the boss don't mind, then stand on that cardboard.(Ohhhhh what a relief it is, what a relief!