Roll call 81

I have been feeling pretty good lately
I've been remembering to take my meds and the voices are still pretty low

The only thing is I sometimes get so scared of everyone around d me like I can't trust them I never know who is a robot and who is a peeson

My foot is numn

My friend made me the most beautiful quilt ive ever seen in my life and I appreciate it so much I will post a picture of it when my internet comes back and I can use my computer again

This world is nothing but a hologram, a false.world, everything, everyone, even myself are.holograms, and figments of my imagination, meds help as.my heart skips a beat when ever I have think about this and that tells me it is true that this world.and its inhabitants are nothing but holograms... And yes I took my meds today after.being 7 days without them...

Got put on Xanax Extended Release and Lithium by my pdoc. He said Lithium would help with my thoughts of self-harm and suicide.

I hope it helps. But please keep in mind that Xanax can be hard to get off of and you're better off in the long term if you disobey the daily dose and only use it in case of emergencies. I hope the lithium will help. How do you feel now?

I have daily crippling anxiety, the xanax helps a lot with that. I am worried about becoming dependent, but I realize that the only way I've been able to function is because of xanax and klonopin.

I'm feeling okay right now. I took a long nap, woke up and played some Zelda on my younger brothers Wii-U. All-in-all a good day, will be eating out for dinner.

How are you?

I'm not feeling much better . This is a tough day. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.

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I took an extra prn.

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Thank you for asking, and I'm really glad you had a good day.

Well I'm still phobic about the stairs, so everything is still messed up. I had to reschedule the retina specialist but I've still not arranged the opthalmologist visit for my cataracts, etc. Everytime I have to leave here and come back, my friend has to come here from a state away to help me deal with the stairs. So I'm just a useless person until/if I can ever take the stairs by myself. :/

That's good. I hope it's helping.

It didn't help but the sure did

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Haha, I'm glad it did. I could use more "goto" medicines, but the state so far doesn't agree.

Lol. Everyone could use more "go to"medicine . My state just fines you. We decriminalized it a few years back.

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Interesting! I should find out my states status on "go to" meds. They should be softening towards it here.

Hi guys. I wanted to drop in to say hello. I've been ok, but having some reactions to lifey things that manifest in odd ways. My thoughts are generally all over the place and I find that certain music helps me to puts things in order sort of. I'm sorry that I've dropped off a bit. It's hard for me to sit still for very long, and I'm very hardly ever home. I miss you guys though. Falcon, I'm sorry that I didn't know how you've been. I've been a really ****** friend.

Hi Door! It's nice to hear from you.

Whatever happened to kureha , did she ever get better?

im super bored today

Sorry to hear that. My day just started

hey guys good mornings

i am gonna go to group in a little bit. then individual. then ill come home and do some stuff, or not. who knows

Good morning. Feeling quite a bit better today. Got a good night's sleep so that always helps
I hope you all have a great day

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no. she still posts on forums about gangstalkers. sorry to say.

morning. im not alone for the weekend this time. thank god. but i wanna do something other than sit at home. i wanna go on vacation

I feel good and bad at the same time

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Hi Door! Good to hear from you, sorry things aren't great.

I'm so completely drained on every level of my existence that it's tiring to even think about how drained I am. Pfft.