Roll Call 91!

I can't really see them. I need to go to sleep for work soon, but people are still partying.
I understand though. Its a holiday.

It's typical July 4th being Canadian and every summer going down there for the 2 weeks everyone would party hard for two days solid here it's like that for Halloween people go all out and have Halloween fireworks for 2-3 days

I see my pdoc today
I don't know what to do should j tell him about the voices being loud?
I don't want to take more meds

I think you probably do need to tell your pdoc and t. No point in taking stuff that doesn't work. But you'd better have a safety plan if you go off of them.

Yes, you should tell him.

Always be honest, they can't help you if you aren't......they will probably just change meds.....

Morning

Im sorry about last night

I need retail therapy today

Im 173 this morning

That's great! Well I weighed two pounds less than last week. Even if it was just water weight, I'm glad!

Good morning. Having a good day. It's beautiful here wish there was something to do.
What's everyone up to today?

I never knew you have a step- brother. I hope he got to have the meal your father prepared for him, regardless of his mother bragging she ate it.

No. He didnt. She ate it.

I have two stepbrothers and 3 half siblings.

I gained 5-6 pounds in the past 2 weeks and im only now losing it

Wow, I never knew that. You haven't posted about them in the last 2 1/2 years. I'm sorry that one of your step Brothers is so sick.

At the end of my Invega injection and I feel fine. I'm getting the next injection today.

I have a meeting with my psychologist, psychiatrist, my mom and keyworker in an hour. Not really sure what I'm going to say..

I only talk about one of my half sisters because i grew up with her. The rest i didnt even know they were related to me til i was 17. Which was only 10 years ago. I didnt even understand it then. So i dont care for my other half siblings. And i consider only 1 half sibling to be my real sister.

Plus they are all in their 30's, 40s, and 50s.

You should tell him. They can't help if they don't know. I know it's hard.

They lost two pairs of my pants and they want me to shower. Well,,, find my flucking pants!!! And bring me my flucking inhaler! This place has been really bad for my health except for the PTs. I can't wait to get away from here.

Bean (neil_w) proposed to me and we are engaged. I have the ring. Ill.
Post it later

I hope you get out soon

Thank you. It stinks of bleach in here now. Maybe someone cleaned up her mess again. :/ 0.o

I hate that smell. At least you know it's clean.

Yes, hopefully. I think you need to wait for bleach to dry down, right? For like 15 minutes? I think it's hydrangea bushes I see outside. There are clusters of white flowers, really pretty.

Yep, one of the people next door is in the bathroom now. I wonder how long I'll have to wait. After them, she will have to go again and there goes the clean. Last time, they had me go in my neighbor's bathroom, I was so.embarrassed. I'm not going to make a habit of it. I have always appreciated my bathroom at home. I really wish I were there.

I'm sorry Angelique, that place sounds awful. Hope you can go home soon