Roll Call 99

96 days until the Last Jedi arrives.

Yes!!!! Im tuning in on Apple.com!!!!

Eh I'm having my own drama.....I was going through it with my bf about what I want to do in the future vs what I can still do and how they aren't the same. He only tonight said he understood why I was bipolar, because I was being so negative and he's like you have a phd sort of thing and I'm all that was before ....bipolar affects cognition and he's like oh I didn't know that. So yeah drama everywhere no worries N.....I'm going to start calling you N now just because.....

I changed my status just for you.....

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

I like hugs too. ::kissy face::

Thank you lol i prefer newt. But its cool.

Maybe my diagnosis of schizoaffective: bipolar type is right. But i cant help but think if this is the gabapentin or me??? Ever since ive been taking the gabapentin again i goto bed later and when i take it, like last night, i get hypomanic.

Idk.

Maybe it is me. Maybe the diagnosis is right.

I already paid out 80 bucks for the application fee for this school and paid for all my transcripts to be sent... oh well

soooo kawaii

Ok newt, yeah it's probably a combo of the two right?

No reason you can't take a class or two just to see what's what. All learning is good

I think it is. Good observation.

Everyone doesnt like what im doing. I mean everyone in my real life. Not you guys. No one thinks i should be doing this. Everyone thinks the school is bogus. I researched it for months. It seems extremely legit.

Plus my pss thinks i need to goto more groups and take this semester off and focus on me. She thinks im running away from the stress of this past month like my ex and the new guy, by throwing myself into this new school.

The classes will cost 500 a peice tho

I say take one you really like don't worry about the degree yet, I think you have plenty of time for self focus. See it as a gift to yourself

I went to the hospital last night escorted by the cops! the doc said I could stay over night then talk to psych staff in the morning! Well they only gave me gabapentin and trazodone and not my clonazepam or abilify! Then expected a 6ft tall woman to sleep on a love seat they promised me a bed but I never got one I was in pain all night long! Then I would sleep an hour wake up for an hour sleep an hour then wake up then I had to pee and was awake for 3 hours, then I finally nodded off and got a solid 3 1/2 hours before the psych nurse came in and told me to wake up! Finally after getting some good sleep I was royally pissed off to hear "were not going to keep you!" I was like fine but on one recourse I never want to sleep on this thing again! And I highly deplore the stupidity of the whole situation and this is so wrong and in many factors a piss off!

"I am not going to ever wanna come here again no one gets me or understands me and you'll think I am one big joke! I'm not and really wish you would see this! Deplorable behaviour by the nursing staff I find this to be the worst hospital ever!"

Then I came home and got another 3hours of sleep for a total of 9hours x3hours each time!

Why do you go to the ER so much?

I got 11 hours of sleep. I'm off today and tomorrow

Lemme see ur phones plz. Here is mine

Basic black

I'm sorry you aren't feeling well.

I'm sorry that happened to you. I'm surprised they didn't keep you if you were escorted by the police! What a **** place.

Good morning everyone. Hope you are all having a good day.
My daughter is home sick again . She gets these bouts of intense allergies. She went through 2 boxes of tissues yesterday. Today isn't looking much better. I feel so bad for her. I hate allergies.
I'm working today. I don't know what I'll be doing yet. Hopefully nothing too difficult as I want to be able to hang out with my daughter.
What's everyone else got planned?

Hey

I'm just having a quiet day because I have a cold. Hopefully the worst of it will be today so I can go to college tomorrow.

Why did the cops bring you in?

Lock screen is me and the bf, wallpaper is chihuly glass ceiling but the apps block most of it.

Here's mine :P