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Old Sep 20, 2017, 05:40 PM
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Good evening everyone, how is it going?

I'm...in a rut. Like, I slept/stayed in bed all day, and am still tired as hell right now. I went from euphoric and high mood yesterday to a mood crash at night that lasted into today. It...sucks.

At least I haven't been hearing voices the last couple days...well I think I did once earlier, but I was so tired I don't even know for sure. It's this memory impermanence that makes me think "ok, no need for meds! we can go off them!", which never leads anywhere good I'm sure.
Are you depressed or just tired?
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Old Sep 20, 2017, 05:42 PM
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I was writing in my notebook again today. Haven't written in about a month. I feel this vague sense of paranoia but idk not like completely freaking out. But a bit there.
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Old Sep 20, 2017, 05:43 PM
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I left work on my lunch break and cried. I ended up calling my boss and was like sobbing and stuttering . I feel bad and got overwhelmed . He said i didn't have to come back tonight.im in my bed now. I just freaked out idk
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Old Sep 20, 2017, 05:43 PM
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Are you depressed or just tired?
A bit of both right now.
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Old Sep 20, 2017, 05:44 PM
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I left work on my lunch break and cried. I ended up calling my boss and was like sobbing and stuttering . I feel bad and got overwhelmed . He said i didn't have to come back tonight.im in my bed now. I just freaked out idk
I'm so sorry that happened

Do you know why?
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Old Sep 20, 2017, 05:45 PM
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I'm so sorry that happened

Do you know why?
I'm out of my med and my stupid NP still hasn't refilled it. The pharmacy faxed a refill request to her 3 times and still nothing
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Old Sep 20, 2017, 05:47 PM
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A bit of both right now.
You can use cbt for depression. Pick 3 things you enjoy and do all of them at once, you need to do 3 senses usually. Ie burn a candle or incense while listening to music and flipping through a favorite magazine or website.
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Old Sep 20, 2017, 05:49 PM
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I'm out of my med and my stupid NP still hasn't refilled it. The pharmacy faxed a refill request to her 3 times and still nothing
Omg I would be upset too...have you called the np?
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Omg I would be upset too...have you called the np?
Yes they never answer and the 1 time I talked to the desk person he was rude to me which I don't get cause he's always been rly nice to me. And I think they don't like me. And that's why .
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Old Sep 20, 2017, 05:53 PM
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i have been sick for the last three days,
i hardly ate anything, i just drank a bunch of tea...

i even went to work sick today
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Old Sep 20, 2017, 05:59 PM
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i have been sick for the last three days,

i hardly ate anything, i just drank a bunch of tea...


i even went to work sick today


Im so sorry kori. Whats wrong?
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Old Sep 20, 2017, 06:02 PM
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Fu ck

I just realized im out of my gabapentin. I have none.
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You can use cbt for depression. Pick 3 things you enjoy and do all of them at once, you need to do 3 senses usually. Ie burn a candle or incense while listening to music and flipping through a favorite magazine or website.
Thanks Yeah, I realize I'm actually kind of am doing that already. I'm at work trying to get my hackintosh setup on my laptop working while listening to music on my desktop.
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Old Sep 20, 2017, 06:13 PM
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Thanks Yeah, I realize I'm actually kind of am doing that already. I'm at work trying to get my hackintosh setup on my laptop working while listening to music on my desktop.
That might prove to be stressfull asf. lol computers always stressed me out if one thing went wrong. What music are you listening to?
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Old Sep 20, 2017, 06:25 PM
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Im so sorry kori. Whats wrong?
i slept with the window open once while it was really cold and rainy outside and i was cold but too lazy to close the window and the next day my throat was sore and i had a runny nose and a cough

since then its progressively gotten worse,
but today it wasn't as bad...

it still sucked to go to work sick, though
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Old Sep 20, 2017, 06:43 PM
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Good evening everyone, how is it going?

I'm...in a rut. Like, I slept/stayed in bed all day, and am still tired as hell right now. I went from euphoric and high mood yesterday to a mood crash at night that lasted into today. It...sucks.

At least I haven't been hearing voices the last couple days...well I think I did once earlier, but I was so tired I don't even know for sure. It's this memory impermanence that makes me think "ok, no need for meds! we can go off them!", which never leads anywhere good I'm sure.

I'm sorry you aren't feeling great.
Yay for no voices. Just remember that the meds do that.
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I left work on my lunch break and cried. I ended up calling my boss and was like sobbing and stuttering . I feel bad and got overwhelmed . He said i didn't have to come back tonight.im in my bed now. I just freaked out idk

I'm sorry that happened.
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Old Sep 20, 2017, 06:45 PM
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Have you guys seen this ad? Which door would you choose and how conflicted would you be about it?

https://www.vox.com/ad/16217980/the-...king-decisions
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Old Sep 20, 2017, 06:46 PM
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i have been sick for the last three days,

i hardly ate anything, i just drank a bunch of tea...


i even went to work sick today

Hope you feel better.
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Fu ck

I just realized im out of my gabapentin. I have none.

No refills?
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Old Sep 20, 2017, 07:02 PM
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Old Sep 20, 2017, 07:03 PM
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No refills?


Nope. Nada. Not 1. Wont see the pdoc for 3 Weeks.
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Old Sep 20, 2017, 07:04 PM
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Have you guys seen this ad? Which door would you choose and how conflicted would you be about it?

https://www.vox.com/ad/16217980/the-...king-decisions
I would be going through door number one hoping for a free Volvo!
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Old Sep 20, 2017, 07:11 PM
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No refills?


The worst part is the doctor KNEW he was scheduling me for 2 weeks out so why didnt he give me refills? The receptionists tried to say 2 months was the only time he could probbably schedule me for cuz he was booked.

If THEY knew that And HE knew that, how come i didnt get refills?
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