Roll Call 114

long time ago when I was 12 my aunt made me take pictures of her with a disposable camera and made me take pictures of her in the bath tub so she can send them off to my uncle who was in prison. It was legal back then.

True, it is Texas after all. I mean Ohio isn't all that conservative but common... I'm sure they see that **** every day. Then again Newtus doesn't look all that old.

Thank you guys. You both are amazing, along with everyone here on Roll Call. I feel like I have a community to give support to, and to get support when things get rough, like right now.

I forced myself to help my partner with her essays for school applications. Talked to my wife, partner and friend about things and what was bothering me. The car check engine light came on, and I'm worried about that. Hopefully nothing really bad happened to it.

I'm going to call the counseling place tomorrow to see if I can still go to my 1pm appointment. Probably not a bad idea.


I've been doing so well the last several months. Why am I struggling out of nowhere like this?

Welp, found out my stepmom has cancer... she goes in for surgery on February 20th... they are taking a chunk out of her eyelid out... only good news that come out of this is that they may not adopt the child.

Anyone up?

I got up to look at the moon for the next hour.

Awesome, we had clouds......

I fell back asleep and missed the red part but i saw the partial eclipse

unfortunately that happens with MI. Bam out of nowhere. I hope you start to feel better.

Thanks, I hope so too. I think part of it may have been I slept through the time I needed to take my night time meds twice last week. So I'm sure that messed with my chemical balances....add in the situations the last couple days made me feel worse.

Good morning/afternoon everyone. How are things going today?

I'm....feeling pretty horrible right now. I took all my meds and supplements. I slept right through counseling at 1-2pm. I literally did not have the strength to get out of bed. I can't tell if it's mental health or physical health or both. My wife and friend were both sick this last week.

Good morning/afternoon everyone. How are things going today?

I'm....feeling pretty horrible right now. I took all my meds and supplements. I slept right through counseling at 1-2pm. I literally did not have the strength to get out of bed. I can't tell if it's mental health or physical health or both. My wife and friend were both sick this last week.

Im glad I didn’t go to the hospital yesterday. All i needed was my meds. I wouldve had to wait hours to get that in the hospital

FR consider going to the hospital.....the one good thing they can do is keep you with us. I know you can get through this. Plus I would really miss you.

Do you have a plan or method for suicide? If so, please go to the hospital. I would miss you too.

Yeah. I'm not giving up. Well, that's the intent. I am feeling a little better at the moment. I went out with the OBD2 reader and checked on the fault codes with the engine. Turns out it was it is the O2 sensor; bank 2 sensor 2. This happened before, and it always happens when lots of moisture occurs. Which happened yesterday. Cleared the codes.

But otherwise, it helped bring my mood back up keeping busy. I also emailed my voice therapist to get a referral for voice feminization surgery and a tracheal shave. I didn't realize how dysphoric I was over my voice till a solution was offered. So I am taking it.