Roll Call 125

Morning

Still have a migraine. Sucks.

Having coffee!

working

rly don't want to

craving h HARD

t texted with me this am and we came up with a plan for today to stay busy and sober

Good afternoon/morning everyone. How are things going today?


I'm doing pretty well. Got back from band practice earlier than planned. Was so nervous to perform but I got over it. I just need to get the new songs better.


So been getting things done. Gonna call my brother soon.

What's everyone up to today?

Whats everyone doing today?

Hey,

So I’m doing well. Still sleeping a lot occasionally but I guess off days are allowed.

Today I got up at 10am and stayed awake so far. Just started week 3 of C25K which means this is my fourth week of doing exercise.

I’m really feeling good for doing running and I think it’s helped me stay sober too. I haven’t had a drink in over 2 weeks now.

Over the weekend I found new drive for my weight loss from a strange source. I watched a movie called To The Bone on Netflix about anorexia. Obviously I don’t want an eating disorder but I guess it made me evaluate my own weight issues. I was already maintaining the over 2 weeks and managed 3lbs loss the past week. Now I’m just trying to figure how much to eat for my diet. Don’t want to do anything silly and pick up bad habits. But yeah, **** olanzapine... I’m going to lose weight.

I think I’ve found a job to apply for too. Just in a supermarket but that’s probably what I need right now. Just got to get my *** in gear and apply before Friday.

Hope everyone has a good day!

I put some cbd oil on my temples and brow bone and took some excedrin. It helped a bit! My head has residual pain now tho.

Congrats on the drinking, weight loss, and job loial!!! Woo woo!

This may seem weird but im considering driving for uber or lyft to make side money. Either that or drive for uber eats if i dont want a passenger in my car.

Thanks. Things seem to be slowly falling in place.

Actually i dont think i can drive for uber or lyft cuz i dont have a 4 door car. My mustang is 2 door.

Volunteered at the festa Saturday for a couple hours. I was a runner (getting the food/orders together and bringing them to the people). It was confusing at first but I got the hang of it, it was my very first time volunteering!

Went out with my friend to the rose garden yesterday at the park here and walked around for a few hours, stopped and had some pizza then went back to his place and watched "The Day After Tomorrow." It was a great day!

Back from the dentist. The cleaning hurt but all I need are fillings. Thank goodness.

Look at my clean teeth...

Learning new things at work. My computer hates me though haha.

I went back to sleep after breakfast and slept until past 11. Still an hour to go before lunch. I feel terrible. Have an appointment tomorrow. Want to go home and be alone for at least a year with no appointments.

Done with work. Going back to sleep now.

My computer is working again yay!

My kush crate came in the mail. Also new bra. Good days are here.

Was playing guitar with the band this morning. Learned two new guitar riffs.

I'll have to use the iphone app to make a beat of 130bpm because that helps.

I have to work soon though..

I saw your FB post. I know for me, I used to be interested in science and logical things and math now I'm switching to liking and being better at arts? So we have it reversed.

Now we want 2 use both!

I have a flipping headache ughhh

Im convinced psychosis rewired my brain.

I see my doctor on Wednesday I’m excited. Anyone else excited when they get to see their doctors?

No. Cuz my doctors are douchebags. The whole clinic is douchy.

Started vaping again. Much hiccups.

yes I love my therapist

Im eating a sammich