Roll Call 142!

I'm just working and looking at university programs which is overwhelming me.

Thanks Kit!

I’m so excited. I found a local farm share for fruits and veggies that fits my criteria. Now I just have to save up for it. Then I can focus on growing things like green beans, zucchini, etc to freeze for the winter in my own garden. Can’t wait until june lol.
I’m bored. Tried to take a nap but I couldn’t sleep. Im not really tired. Just blah.

I just heard they're considering expanding Shasta Dam to catch more of this stuff that we never seem to have enough of. Environmentalists having kittens over the idea, but ......

So im done delivering for the day

My ONE delivery and the lady wanted me to come in her house with her to look at her burger. Like? I did it cuz she said “no. No. Come in”. I left as quickly as i could.

I love how the final book discusses Dumbledore. He's such a fascinating character.

Haha that's so weird

LOL wtf...

Same. I took a vyvanse nap. Felt good.

Im done with muthafckas tonight

Went to the hotel shop to study. Made a pot of coffee.

My roommate basically told me, while trying to see how I feel about it, that her brother will be moving in with us. I guess im going to have to get another kitty litter box and food station for her, because I have to close my bedroom door due to how loud and how late he watches tv. She already gave him a key, and he comes over hear unannounced. He literally drove by our place today to see if his sister was here. He works 1 day a week, and my roommate says that he'll contribute to rent. His conversational talk can be heard like he's trying to talk over his own headphones at full blast.

I need to get my own place next year.

I have 33 tabs open on my browser. I burned out for today. Just gonna relax instead.

I think about ten things and they branch into ten things and it does that 5 times.

Then mental health thoughts try to break into my precious tree branches of thoughts.

Good morning!

Morning Blue_Bird...

How are you today?

Feel weird today

I cancelled my appointment with my therapist yesterday and he wanted to see me today but he doesn't work on Fridays. So I feel like he thinks I am not well. I just hope he doesn't try the hospital ultimatum again

I'm doing good, it's snowing here

How are you?

Morning

Having coffee

I’m pretty good. Not noticed any withdrawal effects from the olanzapine yet but I’m sure some things will crop up soon.

I’m just about to watch Jurassic World: The Fallen Kingdom.

It's snowing, we might get up to 18 inches

I hope things go well for you with getting off it

Yes I hope so.

I still have voices but that’s okay. My main worry is paranoia will come back. Meds helped with that a lot.

I see my pdoc again in 2 months and if needed I still have a stockpile of olanzapine if I need to go back on. It would certainly be nice to be free of APs though.

I just did an instacart order

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