Roll Call 152

I'm so glad you got to go to the pdoc today! I hope you'll feel much better in no time.

Thanks Angelique I hope so too

A lady I know is getting into the vape business so she brought me a sample to give to a friend but I tried it first. I had never vaped before. It has CBD in it. It's supposed to be good for inflammation and stuff. I don't know that much about it. I looked to see if you could buy her brand online but it looks like not yet.

I have such a migraine. I'm trying to not take my migraine medication though because I think I'm getting rebound migraines. Not good. I turned off the lights in my office though.

Just tiredness, which is common with it

Thank you, that makes me feel better about taking it

I've really been neglecting my place the past week. Need to do some serious cleaning this weekend

trying to pass time till I can go to sleep tonight

Draw something?

I'm almost off

I might, I'll have to think of something to draw

How was your day?

It was good. I passed the driving test and finished the training on the computer. I think.

I couldve sworn a saw my ex. Like I really couldve. But this person got off a school bus. So idk. Looked exactly like him, the hair, the weight, way he walks,clothes he wears, etc. Fiance said I was being paranoid. I probably am. I'm breaking ever so slightly from this week.

But I've made a lot, a lot of friends. I'm meeting people everyday. It's all coworkers for now. But it's great. I'm having a lot of fun.

Tomorrow is my cpr training cuz the trainer didnt get to do it today. And then after that idk because the trainer said after the cpr I just need to goto my supervisor and see what she wants me to do next.

Still waiting on my laptop and work cell phone that I'll be issued. I'm excited about that. I met a coworker today. One thing she said is every phone, that IT department issues, comes with a full contact list of everyone that works for the place. So yay. I think I its gonna be an Apple phone since everyone I've seen, their work phone is an apple.

My migraine is still bugging me. I broke down and took some medication and I took my glasses off. Coworkers are getting on my nerves too. Ugh.

On the bright side only 3 more days until I go to Disneyland

Sounds like work is going really good @newtus

That's awesome! Hope you have fun I've never been, I'd like to go to Universal Studios sometime though for the Harry Potter stuff

I went into a hotel owned by a group of hotels and asked for the managers name on the application and they said that she was in another hotel so I walked out. Then a woman came running out saying the manager just came to the hotel that I was at and said she never comes there. So we did a small interview for a position at the other hotel that she works at and she was talking about me working full time but I said that I wanted to work part time so she left and then said she will call me back.

16 days since my last cigarette! My lungs feel clear.

I put my 750mg CBD into 30x 25mg capsules. I bought 7g of CBD and will put it into 280x 25mg capsules so it will last like 6 months. I'll save 500 dollars because it's on sale instead of just buying bottles of 30x 25mg capsules because I bought my own capsules and have a mg weighing scale. It helps with muscle relaxation. I have to be stoned to put them into capsules or else I get bored. It's like a meditation thing.

I also bought pineapple express wax for my DMT pen.

I feel really off though. My thoughts aren't coming together and I constantly need inspiration.

I called my mom to say hi and she just went off on me. Immediately. She said shes given me like 8k this past year for different things. And that, that, and the 100k she spent renovating her rental house is a hardship for her.

I just said ok and hung up. I dont need that bs. I cant wait to get paid. I dont need her bs crap on my head. I dont need it in my ears. Whatever. It made me upset. Because she just idk she said shes tired of not only doing things for me but for my fiance.

My throat hurts from a lot of talking. I'm out of decaf coffee though, so regular coffee is the only hot drink I have and I probably don't need that right now. I'm sure getting rest will help though

My coworker bought me lunch today. I also now have a secret handshake with another coworker.

So many friends!

Work will be really good for you for so many reasons

That's awful... I hope you are able to limit contact when you need to.

I felt really mentally anxious about everything and then smoked a bowl of CBD flower mixed with Blue Dream 18% THC strain. The 3x 25mg CBD capsules must have kicked in too.

All of my worries are gone and now I can focus. Smoking weed doesn't get me high anymore (It just decreases the awareness of my environment and makes me more aware of myself - Like meditation) but edibles get me high and decrease awareness of everything and cause more thoughts, making me have to hold onto my sanity.