Roll Call 152

What have you eaten today?

Just had coffee in the morning and half a bag of a big bag of chips tonight. I didnt have time or money today to eat lunch. No time to go home to eat and no money to eat from a place nearby.

I feel like I'm about to breakdown right now. I'm scared about my meds and I'm tired from today.

I got tired today and said it out loud and the guy in the room said, "you cant be tired in the mental health field".

You need to pack a real lunch like a sandwich

Talked to my mom she’s doing ok....she said she had to make a follow up appointment for a week from now to figure out what’s next.

I texted all my friends. No reply. All of them. Like an hour ago.

I took my anxiety med. I feel much better and relaxed now. Thank god for that 400mg gabapentin!!! I just took my night meds and I am heading to bed in 30 min to an hour.

I love the show Catfish. I think I may be dealing with a catfish of my own.

How so???

I met this girl on reddit like so many months ago. She has a snapchat I follow. She shows herself on there and her kids/husband. But she offered awhile back to talk on the phone. I asked her maybe 1 week ago or 2. She said she was on the phone with her aunt and would be off soon. I waited 2 hours and then I just said whatever in my mind, and went to bed. She said she was sorry. I asked her again today and she never responded. It was a couple of hours ago. She always usually responds kinda quick. So idk.

I see......

What??? You see?

That post made me blind and scrambled my brains

I don't see!

I have so much stress. I took a lorazepam and an alprazolam cuz I took too much caffeine today. I put 50mg CBD in a capsule and swallowed it.

I'm gonna wake up tomorrow at 8am.

Brought 3 years worth of pay stubs to my disability worker. I'm supposed to report my work income every month. I haven't even paid my taxes yet so I'll probably get audited or something.

I didn't want to get out of bed this morning cuz I know the day is just boring. I don't want to do anything. My mind is too numb. I wish I was in the perfect state of mind but I'm not. I don't know what to do.

Maybe I'm getting depressed again. I don't see the worth in anything. Everything is so slow.

I know it sounds really old but I'm going to spend time writing down my ideas and thoughts with a pen and paper because it's a different action than typing on a computer or phone. Idk..

I’ve been laying in bed for a while. Figured it must be time to get up. Not so much. Going to be a long night.

I prefer writing things down on paper than on my laptop or phone. It just feels better to me and it also helps with memory to physically write

I might have to go to hospital to fix my meds .

Morning

Tiredddddd

Gonna have coffee

Sorry to hear, good luck!

Good luck junk! Hope it’s smooth sailing

one med was increased and chlorpromazine added

I'm on that too

Do you have any bad side effects?