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How about a water pistol. Everytime the cat ransacks the garbage, shoot a burst of water at her. I don't know if it will work, but it's worth a try. I feel evil for suggesting it. Someone told me to do that though.

What did you eat? Sometimes it seems like you eat too many carbs that’ll make anyone sick.

Oh and SP, there was a couple of morning I took my meds and after like 5 or 10 min I felt very nauseous.

I kinda think part of my nausea after I eat is because I down a bunch of fluids right after. Sometimes too much water or soda after I eat does make my stomach hurt for a bit.

My doc said no more than 6 glasses of liquid a day because it can mess up sodium....

Oh six glasses? I been drinking like at least 3 bottles of water. Maybe a 4th one on some days. And theres a few days I'll drink like 5 or 6.

I feel dizzy. Don't know why

Is it hot?

You might want to look at your sodium levels if they get too low it’s dangerous.

No it's not

Have you been eating?

I know what to say. I'm not afraid of you. I look up to you. You're great!

Lately I've been trying to think of paranoia and psychosis as a puzzle. There's definitely a way (In your reality) to curve your thinking (Unless it's really intense and you need antipsychotics - Which you do). But still a puzzle it is. Some people just don't get psychosis and they do psychosis inducing drugs and such.

Me being me, I offer a different type of help to you guys.. The knowledge of chemicals and my own mental illness..

Those damn antipsychotic chemicals. They go into our brains and slow down our thoughts. It's what we need.

Recently I've been on the edge of cannabis induced psychosis. Why? I'm an extremely curious person. My mom says that I'm "sick" and don't have insight to the chemicals.. maybe I don't.. I don't know for sure..

But I'm on an antipsychotic. So trust the meds. Make sure it's a sedating med. You need to feel sleepy during the initial phase of recovery from acute psychosis so you feel safer and more relaxed. Some benzos can help but not too much of them.

If you don't feel safe, that sucks.. But you're a really intelligent cookie. Psychosis comes to smart people for some reason. It's like analysing the hell out of everything to the point of error, like an AI. When an AI runs the world, what if it gets psychosis because it's emotions get in the way?

Who knows all these things. We're humans.. Understanding this really bizarre stage of our reincarnations. We're like light bulbs that turn off.. and when we do, we're lost, alone, confused..

We don't know for sure. There's no way of knowing. Yin Yang. The good can't be without the bad and the bad can't be without the good. It's a cosmic game and being awakened as you mention is actually a good thing. People need spirituality to get through everything. Spirituality isn't psychosis or sanity. It's a different thing that is good. No one is in control. Maybe there's no free will but you can make free will for yourself and transcend. Know that you are loved and many people are also suffering. Knowledge is key, awareness, adaptivity, building skills and relaxation.

Just walked 2 the gas station across the highway at 4am cuz I realized my car has a flat tire

Guess I'll b walking to work as well

Just what I need . Its honestly laughable at this point .

Oh no! Do you not have a spare tire?

I'm not totally sure but I think I might

But I'd have to get all the heavy boxes out of my trunk to access it

Idk

Gotcha... Ya, I have a ton of crap in my trunk too...