Roll Call 152

Was just having lunch and talking to the bf during his break....also started a new challenge on my blog if you like sculptures.....

Sounds like a good day

Looks like the sanding and painting isn't going to get done today, maintenance had something come up with another apartment they had to go repair something and it's almost the end of his work day. It will most likely get done Monday I'm sure.

Yeah he's gonna do it Monday morning

I'm bored. I've done all my work and I still have an hour and a half left of work. Not to sure what to do with myself.

Sometimes I wish I were salary so I could just leave when I was done for the day. On the other hand, I like getting overtime on occasion.

Do you have Netflix? Lots of good stuff to watch on there. Or YouTube

I want to quit taking my seroquel, it drives me nuts how much weight I've gained but it helps me a lot. I know a large part of it is my own fault though for the bad diet

I've been making changes, Idk if that will help

zyprexa making me sleep all day...can't even enjoy my new switch

Sadly ronic how what we excel at can turn itself against us. But it's a huge thing that fish oil has helped you regain more potential!

I keep on slipping in and out of psychosis. I trying to think my way out of it and it doesn't work. Then part of me says **** it, and it's just easier to believe it and move on, which then I think "**** this is bad," when I'm not in a good state of mind. Maybe it's because I'm going down on my Seroquel, but I never needed the Seroquel until I had chronic sleep problems an now that I have to go off it so slowly.

The Trileptal, my mood stabilizer (1800mgs), is working so/so, still had to take Benadryl 100mgs last night. However, I haven't had to use the Remeron(antidepressant with sedating effects) but once. I'm saving that for the rush which happens from the 15th (Wednesday) until the 29th. I might get the weekend off during that period.

Roommate, which i dedicated her my mom and my sister too, my roommate wants me to sign and give her an inscription in the book i gave to her. I have no idea what to inscribe. Maybe "Thanks for giving me a golden cord when i needed it most. -(my name) Ill do that,.

Hope you feel better soon.
I’m just getting over the ick after a week!
My husband ended up on abx for his sinuses/ears.

I'm sorry I havent been on much. I'm so busy. I've been busy all last week since like idk when. Maybe a week and a half.

I dont start work until the 19th. And the first week I'll have to work 40 hours. All training. Idk what to do about it. I mean with that many hours and my disability. But I know it's only a one time thing. I didnt tell them I'm on disability but I feel like they know with all I've told them. Like about my job counselor and stuff like that.

I've been so stressed. I thought I lost my Medicare card yesterday but I was so stressed I didnt even see it in my wallet.

And we are thinking about moving. Our lease is up in November but we have to give them 60 day notice. Not completely sure what to do about the timing of all that. I've went through a lot of scenarios with my mom and sp. We found a townhome that's 1100 sq ft for 885/m. But theres only one available in sept. If we stayed here wed be paying almost the same amount for another year. And we live in a 580 sq ft. We didnt even bring all the furniture from both our rooms from our parents and it's still crowded. Any other townhome/duplex in this area will start at 1200 or 1300 and we cant afford that a month. And we need a bigger place. We cant afford a house right now. Theres houses for rent but they start at 1200 or more and most of them for rent say no pets. Etc lots of other things I havent mentioned with other scenarios.

Next week I dont have anything to do or very little so itll be my last time to relax and get myself together before the rest of my life.

I forgot havent been taking the full dose of my medicine past week.

My pharmacy messed up my medicine and just sent a new roll of meds without my consent. So the new dose wasnt added to my new roll of medicine. If they had only waited on day. I called them about it and asked to hold my shipment every month because I have to see my doctor once a month for refills. They said they couldn't because the system they have designed is made for automatic shipment every month. Normally that would be fine, but I've been having dosage and med changes every month for past 3 months or so...

I forgot to call my doctor this week. The pharmacy said they need pre-authorization now for more meds because they just sent out meds (that I didnt consent to be sent out!).

That's why I need my meds individually packed everyday by the pharmacy. Not only will I forget but if I had a pill organizer theres no way I'd remember to fill it up every week and then I'd start to forget how many I'm supposed to take again.

Fell asleep for an hour then woke up extremely sick

okay, I didn't take my seroquel earlier, apparently stopping suddenly can make you really sick physically, so I just took it now

Took two caffeine pills cuz my mind feels hazy from weed

Good morning

I don't think I ever got my night meds last night. And I was staying up really late waiting for them. I feel horrible.

Read 27 books so far this year

Hey guys!! Happy Saturday.
I’m up to about 90% today. Already showered, went out with gram and daughter for breakfast, bought school supplies, did 2 loads of laundry, packed about 60% of my stuff for vacation, and I’ve cleaned 1/2 my disaster of a bedroom.
Now I’m taking a break before finishing my room. Blech...then my office.
Hope everyone’s having a good day!

I'm bored

I started a new challenge on my blog it already has people contributing...its so fun, I need to up my photography game though some of these people are stellar.