Roll Call 158!

Anticipating is half the fun

It really is!

About a young man who comes to a foreign country to teach English and decides it's not for him through a series of unfortunate events that happen.

Not autobiographical at all! Haha. (Sarcasm).

Spent my day cleaning pretty much. I ended up calling my stepdad to have my friends twin bed frame picked up from Walmart.

I’ll be 30 in less than a couple of months and my body feels like it’s slowly deteriorating.

I went 5 months!!!

But just small psychosis 3 nights ago..

Newtus I never seen someone so gifty before. I wonder what it means lol

I'll be on here on Christmas when everyone's opening presents

jk

Nervous about taking my medication tomorrow morning because I'm gonna be nauseous half the day.

It took me all day, but I finally found another idea for a short story. However, it took a lot out of me. I hope the rest will be easier from here on out. Night friends.

Gifting is how I show love to people. That's what my parents, mainly my mom, does, how she shows love. I guess it rubbed off on me. I get some people thinking I try to buy their friendship or love, or whatever. Nope. If I really like you and consider u a friend, I show my respect and love to u through gifting.

I just need to get through the next two days. Sunday and monday. And then I'm off for Christmas eve and Christmas. Monday is gonna be a long day I feel like, but maybe it wont be. I know tomorrow is definitely gonna be long. Fiance has to work real late cuz Christmas hours at his work. So that sucks!

I don’t want to die. I don’t want to die. I don’t want to die.

I didn't mean to offend u! I just mean like.. I'm the opposite.. I forget people's birthdays (Including my family) cuz there's so many holidays and such.. And LGBTQ pride? Idek maynnn.. I don't like parades.. Celebrations like funerals and weddings and saying congratulations isn't my thing either.. When I win something, I say "Yay..." But then that's it.. I don't want people hugging me and celebrating.. It's like when people sing happy birthday and you get embarrassed - But that's my life... I think parties should be smoking weed or DMT, sitting on the couch and talking philosophically.. If i won the lottery I'd be like "Yeah right what bs.. Someone's gonna steal it from me...".

But I'm happy for people that do all the things that I'm apathetic towards (Life).. Even though I get enthusiastic about things, that's cuz of the psychedelics.. Before I took them, I never saw novelty in anything, never liked pictures, never liked someone's Facebook post (Ever), never asked someone "How are you?" back when they asked me how I was, never talked to anyone.. Never liked sports or watching them (I didn't see the meaning).

You didnt offend me!

I took some caffeine pills and now im all jittery

Your hand is on the cliff and the other hand is holding mine. You want to save me in attempt to save yourself too. But I will let go.. Because we both know with me, we die.. I save you..

Now live Newtus. Live.

XD

Noooooo... Only Tweaky takes caffeine pills......

Why take them at night? How many did you take?

Yeah I hope you took 200mg max

Edit: When I was 18 (Stupid age), I took 14x 100mg caffeine pills and threw up like 10 times. Now I just take 100-200mg at once.

I woke up really late and was feeling super groggy, so I took one (200mg caffeine, 100mg l-theanine)

Yeah so that’s 2 cups of coffee.....

I remember being at PHP and drinking 3 cups within an hour or two. I got so jittery that it's kinda funny in hindsight

I want it to be Christmas already. Lol.

Maybe you’re a slow caffeine metabolizer?

23andme has a new genotyping chip. But you have to pay the price of a new kit to get yourself chipped. And no more new lifetime updates on the old chip. I will do it one day.