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Job 30 26 · Jan 31, 2020, 05:02 PM

I just got into a very crazy conversation. I hope I never have an exchange with them again. Another person butted into the conversation like it was her business, and couldn't rationalize the exchange, because they only wanted to ruin another person's life. Broke my heart, I hope that person over comes these people.

Job 30 26 · Jan 31, 2020, 05:04 PM

I feel like I can't be myself on here. I'm holding back. I see my therapist in a couple days so maybe I'll make progress.

There's a book called, "The art of not giving a *****, and it's speaking to me. I feel like I need the cliff notes because Im slipping in and out of psychosis, and rationalizing then irrationalizing, then framing, and unframing, and this is toxic.

Sometimes psychotic · Jan 31, 2020, 05:28 PM

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Originally Posted by Job 30 26

I feel like I can't be myself on here. I'm holding back. I see my therapist in a couple days so maybe I'll make progress.

There's a book called, "The art of not giving a *****, and it's speaking to me. I feel like I need the cliff notes because Im slipping in and out of psychosis, and rationalizing then irrationalizing, then framing, and unframing, and this is toxic.

Sorry to hear Job....hopefully you get the help you need soon.

Sometimes psychotic · Jan 31, 2020, 05:31 PM

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Hi everyone. I got mostly caught up on my work from being out all week. I had a huge stack of invoicing and stuff to do, plus bills to enter, and commissions to calculate. One of the higher ups did some invoicing for me so that was helpful and then the CFO paid some bills for me so I'm glad that they were all cool with helping me out. The doctor at the IP hospital wanted me to stay home from work today and rest, but I wanted to come in because I knew I would have so much stuff piling up. I did call my therapist and got an appointment for tomorrow.

What sucks is that I went to the ER for SH. I just needed

Possible trigger:

some cuts stitched

but the ER doctor ended up putting me on a 5150. He was super rude to me. He seemed angry with me. He didn't put enough lidocane when he was going to do the sutures and he made all kinds of remarks. I want to report him I think.

I'm tired today. It's hard to sleep IP. Plus I wanted to get out so I was just going to all the classes and all the group therapy that I could. And then being sociable as much as I could.

We had pizza at lunch at work today and then in about 15 minutes for our 2 o'clock break we are having chocolate cake to celebrate the month's birthdays! I'm glad I didn't miss this today. Good to be back on PC. I'm still trying to catch up as to what is going on with everyone. How is everyone today? HUGS Kit

Glad you’re back. I’m ok just obsessing over coronavirus, stockpiling food and pulling out my n95 respirators.

Desoxyn · Jan 31, 2020, 05:42 PM

I'm ok to go out if I die from coronavirus. Nothing I can do. It's my fate.

But I don't want my mom to get infected. That's what I'm afraid of. She has compromised immune system from the radiation and compromised heart and is 55.

Desoxyn · Jan 31, 2020, 05:55 PM

I took 1.5mg xanax last night and I couldn't feel music! It was horrible! But I knew it would only last for the night..

I hate benzos. They're like friendly antipsychotics. But like a fake friendliness.. They'll be your friend and then they'll stab you in the back - Harder than antipsychotics.

It's like benzos are a strain of antipsychotic virus that are more lethal ;D

Desoxyn · Jan 31, 2020, 06:07 PM

Why would I want to die for something @ Soldiers? That sounds kinda stupid.. But I do want to live for something..

Sometimes psychotic · Jan 31, 2020, 06:36 PM

I feel like I should be watching doomsday preppers for advice lol.

SlumberKitty · Jan 31, 2020, 06:45 PM

A lot of people here at my workplace are freaked out about the Corona virus. I have to say I haven't given it much thought. Probably pneumonia or the regular flu could take me out. It wouldn't have to be this special fancy virus.

Sometimes psychotic · Jan 31, 2020, 06:52 PM

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A lot of people here at my workplace are freaked out about the Corona virus. I have to say I haven't given it much thought. Probably pneumonia or the regular flu could take me out. It wouldn't have to be this special fancy virus.

Well I already have the flu shot so I’m not worried about that. The main issues with the coronavirus is our immune system hasn’t seen anything like it....

Blue_Bird · Jan 31, 2020, 06:54 PM

Just took a shower in the new apt. Relaxing now, has been a long busy day, with many long busy days ahead

Sometimes psychotic · Jan 31, 2020, 07:06 PM

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Just took a shower in the new apt. Relaxing now, has been a long busy day, with many long busy days ahead

Pics of the new place once you get it all set?

Blue_Bird · Jan 31, 2020, 07:11 PM

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Pics of the new place once you get it all set?

Yes definitely, I was gonna take some pics tonight but I'll wait till everything is all set up nice. It's such an amazing apartment

Blue_Bird · Jan 31, 2020, 07:14 PM

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Originally Posted by SlumberKitty

A lot of people here at my workplace are freaked out about the Corona virus. I have to say I haven't given it much thought. Probably pneumonia or the regular flu could take me out. It wouldn't have to be this special fancy virus.

I'm freaked out about it too but trying not to dwell on it since it scares me

Blue_Bird · Jan 31, 2020, 07:41 PM

I think this new place will be much better for my mental health

Blue_Bird · Jan 31, 2020, 07:47 PM

Tomorrow I'm going to Walmart, Sunday grocery shopping, Monday out with my friend. Getting new clothes and stuff for the apartment. Laundry is on my floor and FREE, plus there's a tv and treadmill in there

Sometimes psychotic · Jan 31, 2020, 08:59 PM

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Tomorrow I'm going to Walmart, Sunday grocery shopping, Monday out with my friend. Getting new clothes and stuff for the apartment. Laundry is on my floor and FREE, plus there's a tv and treadmill in there

Wow! So cool!

Blue_Bird · Jan 31, 2020, 09:06 PM

Tried to read for awhile but can’t focus. Too much excitement

Blue_Bird · Jan 31, 2020, 09:35 PM

Can’t sleep either. Maybe it’s too early

newtus · Jan 31, 2020, 09:37 PM

I ate like really good for a month or more. Now pizza for 2 nights straight. We weren’t supposed to eat pizza tonight. I put everything in the crockpot at 9am...only to get home at 6pm and find out it wasn’t even on.

Blue_Bird · Jan 31, 2020, 10:12 PM

Great, have a cold

newtus · Jan 31, 2020, 10:13 PM

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Great, have a cold

Oh no. Sucks

Blue_Bird · Jan 31, 2020, 10:14 PM

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Oh no. Sucks

Yeah was hoping for a peaceful night but will probably be up half of it sneezing lol once I’m completely moved in I can truly relax

Desoxyn · Feb 01, 2020, 12:06 AM

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I think this new place will be much better for my mental health

I need a room for myself like what Newtus has (The gaming TV computer room thing) - That would be really good for my mental health.. I cant sit in my room all day it makes me feel confused cuz this is where I sleep..

newtus · Feb 01, 2020, 12:40 AM

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I need a room for myself like what Newtus has (The gaming TV computer room thing) - That would be really good for my mental health.. I cant sit in my room all day it makes me feel confused cuz this is where I sleep..

Yes, it’s a office/hang out room! Has a lounge chair and everything.

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