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#976
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Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA |
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#977
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It’s the just beecause one....little 🐝 then thEy drew flowers on the inside with my note....I’ll post it on snap because it’s got names.....
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#978
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Newtus told me about them...it’s a hand drawn card...like with calligraphy, there ‘s an app you can download and the first notecard you send is free, after that they’re 5-10 bucks depending on what you send.
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#979
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Took 1g of phenibut, 7.5mg of olanzepine and 0.5mg of alprazolam. Was feeling like everything is disturbing, short fuse, suicidal, can't do things... But I said.. Lift up one leg... Then the other.. Turn on watch.. Look at the time on phone.. Fill up glass of water.. open the blinds more.. vacuum room..
Now I'm very very quelled and calm.. Like nothing bothers me now. |
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#980
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I just made an electronic-y weird song with vocals. I guess that was my meaningful thing for today.
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"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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#981
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I want some Oreos. Can't though, staying away from most junk food for now
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#982
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Awesome!
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#983
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We have the golden Oreo thins....I don’t feel quite so bad eating the thins...lol.....
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#984
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They're so good with coffee!
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#985
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I think I’m going to still be doing homework Sunday, it’s my own fault for waiting so long....oh well, better than late.
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#986
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I usually dip mine into milk like a little kid ![]()
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#987
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My brain feels like it floated off somewhere. Having a panic attack. Not sure why
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() bpcyclist, Desoxyn, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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#988
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I wish I had 0 homework to do, honestly... I have some though, it's just so undefined what we have to do. There are big grad school assignments. But I don't know how to get started on them.
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"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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#989
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That’s what I needed to do today, is take a shower.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#990
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Now I have to schedule my shower around the bfs colonoscopy prep. Lol.
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#991
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It’s not like I mind the homework usually there’s just too much this week when I’ve got other stuff going on that’s influencing my mood.
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#992
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Just took a klonopin. I hear people talking outside and it's making me paranoid
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#993
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Are they real people?
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#994
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#995
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There's just too much noise going on between the music, people talking, and fireworks, and my own thoughts. It's overwhelming. I guess I'll just put my headphones on and watch something on Netflix
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#996
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Hugs bluebird....
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#997
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I’m gonna ask my NP about metformin next time.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#998
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I hear that. I am the same way right now. I can't get going on hw for other reasons. I feel like I'm plenty motivated... Just my mood hasn't been great lately.
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"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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#999
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Lately I've been struggling to get going on class work. Maybe tomorrow.
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The hallucinations say hi today. |
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#1000
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I haven't taken a Vyvanse in almost 24 hours. I'm gonna wait another 6-12 hours.
My focus is really bad that I'm becoming crossed eyed. But nicotine gum is helping. I might read idk. I'm only happy if I allow myself to be happy. Reading that genius cynic philosophers posts wasn't a good idea - But I learned from it. |
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