Roll Call 168 =)

Sometimes psychotic · Jun 20, 2020, 10:59 AM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Walked to family dollar to get some stuff. It's hot as hell, I felt like I was dying/gonna pass out on the walk back home. The gallon of milk I had in my backpack leaked the entire way home and I didn't realize it till I got back. Anyway, I got some cookie mix to make chocolate chip cookies

Wow I posted the same time as you....

Yay cookies

sorry about th milk....

As far as the heat, I always wear a baseball cap, it helps keep your head cooler.

Blue_Bird · Jun 20, 2020, 11:04 AM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Bluebird are you doing ok this morning?

Hey thanks for asking SP. I'm doing good, feeling a bit better than I was last night. Was gonna go to the grocery store but didn't feel I could handle that after staying in my house for several weeks, it would be too overwhelming so I went to family dollar instead. At least that's some progress. Maybe next time I'll go to the grocery store

Sometimes psychotic · Jun 20, 2020, 11:05 AM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Hey thanks for asking SP. I'm doing good, feeling a bit better than I was last night. Was gonna go to the grocery store but didn't feel I could handle that after staying in my house for several weeks, it would be too overwhelming so I went to family dollar instead. At least that's some progress. Maybe next time I'll go to the grocery store

Yep, baby steps....

bpcyclist · Jun 20, 2020, 12:10 PM

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Originally Posted by WastingAsparagus

I just tried the "three things" thing and had success.

Haha. I read a book while listening to music and dancing to the music.

I feel a lot better now.

How do you read with the book bouncing around everywhere?

bpcyclist · Jun 20, 2020, 12:11 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

Read for almost an hour. Gonna read more then go to sleep.

See I just need to be able to start things.

It's so hot. I have all the windows and doors open to let in cool air. It's only 70 degrees F - But I'm a Canadian so..

You would not last long in Tennessee...

bpcyclist · Jun 20, 2020, 12:12 PM

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Originally Posted by WastingAsparagus

Yeah the only problem with that is that I need to meet some of these bigger goals such as getting a paper done for grad school, etc.

I don't know what small goal I'd set. Write a page? I don't know.

Or, write for fifteen mintuee, maybe, then, see how you feel. I am trying to do stuff like this for me.

bpcyclist · Jun 20, 2020, 12:13 PM

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Originally Posted by WastingAsparagus

It's just weird because I've never had too much trouble with motivation for school before and now it's like pulling teeth. I literally am not doing any work.

Have you had motivation issues in the past? I sure have...

bpcyclist · Jun 20, 2020, 12:14 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Just got out the ER.

They said possible kidney infection but maybe just pulled a muscle. No appendix issues tho. No kidney stones.

Let me say first this started WAY before I got the dang Virtual Reality headset. But the matrix done fckd me up.

They didn't check your urine? It is pretty easy to diagnose a UTI. Takes abotu ten mintues or so. Did they give you antibiotics?

bpcyclist · Jun 20, 2020, 12:16 PM

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Originally Posted by Job 30 26

I'm trying to cheer myself up. I feel very agitated. I thought of everything I have, that its the weekend, I had coffee.

I woke up in a bad mood. I almost exploded at the bank teller when she told me she won't process my check because it was incomplete.

I just turned on music, bought an amazon speaker, and sent a message to a really cute woman on OkCupid. I feel a little bit better...

The day is young, Job. Maybe it will turn around for you.

Sometimes psychotic · Jun 20, 2020, 12:18 PM

Yay my masks from Etsy arrived and they are great

Blue_Bird · Jun 20, 2020, 12:19 PM

Took the trash out and checked the mail. Said hi to someone who was checking their mail too.. normally I'm too painfully shy to say anything to anyone. I have to go to family dollar again tomorrow, just to get some household stuff. Couldn't carry any more stuff on my trip today.

Blue_Bird · Jun 20, 2020, 12:20 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Yay my masks from Etsy arrived and they are great

They're so cute!

Sometimes psychotic · Jun 20, 2020, 12:20 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Took the trash out and checked the mail. Said hi to someone who was checking their mail too.. normally I'm too painfully shy to say anything to anyone. I have to go to family dollar again tomorrow, just to get some household stuff. Couldn't carry any more stuff on my trip today.

Do you have one of those wheelie carts?

bpcyclist · Jun 20, 2020, 12:22 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Sarcosine + NAC (n-acetylcysteine) Success Stories for Anhedonia : Anhedonia_Recovery

What is a reliable place to buy this stuff from? Those people posting said supplement makers made crap sarcosine. Thoughts?

Blue_Bird · Jun 20, 2020, 12:24 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Do you have one of those wheelie carts?

Yeah I do, I completely forgot about that! lol

bpcyclist · Jun 20, 2020, 12:26 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Hey thanks for asking SP. I'm doing good, feeling a bit better than I was last night. Was gonna go to the grocery store but didn't feel I could handle that after staying in my house for several weeks, it would be too overwhelming so I went to family dollar instead. At least that's some progress. Maybe next time I'll go to the grocery store

Oh, so glad you are better this AM, Blue.

bpcyclist · Jun 20, 2020, 12:27 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Yay my masks from Etsy arrived and they are great

Lovely!......

Sometimes psychotic · Jun 20, 2020, 12:28 PM

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Originally Posted by bpcyclist

What is a reliable place to buy this stuff from? Those people posting said supplement makers made crap sarcosine. Thoughts?

They mention one called pro frontal that comes in capsules it’s expensive though but they sell the pair together....I tried sarcosine from brain vitaminz...it came as a powder and had function for sure and is cheaper, the nice thing about th powder is you don’t start on a high dose where I know Newtus had too much focus from th one she tried in capsule form. The powder of sarcosine is slightly sweet so you can add it to like coffee.

For me I didn’t realize I had more motivation like I didn’t feel it but I suddenly started doing stuff without even thinking about it.

Sarcosine has two phases....initial immediate reaction like caffeine and a more delayed response.

bpcyclist · Jun 20, 2020, 12:35 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

They mention one called pro frontal that comes in capsules it’s expensive though but they sell the pair together....I tried sarcosine from brain vitaminz...it came as a powder and had function for sure and is cheaper, the nice thing about th powder is you don’t start on a high dose where I know Newtus had too much focus from th one she tried in capsule form. The powder of sarcosine is slightly sweet so you can add it to like coffee.

For me I didn’t realize I had more motivation like I didn’t feel it but I suddenly started doing stuff without even thinking about it.

Sarcosine has two phases....initial immediate reaction like caffeine and a more delayed response.

Okay, I'll look around. Thanks.

Sometimes psychotic · Jun 20, 2020, 12:37 PM

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Originally Posted by bpcyclist

Okay, I'll look around. Thanks.

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bpcyclist · Jun 20, 2020, 12:39 PM

Best sleep in weeks last night, much needed. Woke up without any psychotic stuff so far, so, the Trilafon is working. Just an awful day yesterday. I rarely get these hallucinations/delusions of doom and gloom and hell and other awfulness. It is never good when you are a Christian and your sick brain tries to tell you your HP doesn't love you anymore. Oh well.

Maybe today will be better. Hugs and love to all!!!

Blue_Bird · Jun 20, 2020, 12:40 PM

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Originally Posted by bpcyclist

Best sleep in weeks last night, much needed. Woke up without any psychotic stuff so far, so, the Trilafon is working. Just an awful day yesterday. I rarely get these hallucinations/delusions of doom and gloom and hell and other awfulness. It is never good when you are a Christian and your sick brain tries to tell you your HP doesn't love you anymore. Oh well.

Maybe today will be better. Hugs and love to all!!!

Glad you got some good sleep and that the trilafon is working, I'm on it too, it's a great med