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hi everyone,
hasn't the weather been nice lately, except we could use some rain here in Michigan its bone dry~!!
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#752
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It's one of my top coping skills too. I always feel better after a walk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#753
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You are very kind, erti. I just hope to spread a relatability to people who are marginalized within the mental health system. And that’s usually people with psychosis and other related disorders.
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#754
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#755
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Are you also with the "im not a monster, schizophrenia" facebook group as well? I added that a long time ago. But hey it's nice see someone do well for themselves and instead of being jealous I want to use it as a motivation on being able to do well for myself. It's hard because I've been hospitalized about 30 times since 2009. Im out and I'm lost. My friends kids were taking away. Almost dealt with homelessness when cps took the kids. I miss the kids... I love my friends I live with. We're family... they're my family. Just like I felt with the snapchat group before deleting it off my phones. I make mistakes... but I'm harder on myself than anyone else.
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#756
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#757
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I’m not on that group, no. I didn’t know that group was there. I will add it. Definitely use this as motivation to do or become healthier/better. Whichever is pertinent to you at this moment. I’ve been hospitalized 20 times since 2003. Since I was 13. So sorry to hear of all that crappy stuff happening. It hurts im sure. I wouldn’t know, but I can empathize on my part. Keep getting better and keep fighting the good fight.
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#758
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meh.. |
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#759
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My sister said my yoga set was finally delivered. So I'm happy about that. She'll bring it over along with the rest of my stuff Sunday. Looking forward to doing yoga again. It's super good at stress relieving.
Requested some manga from the library.
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#760
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It's been getting a little cooler here in upstate NY, I'm enjoying it. Easier to take walks in. I can't wait till fall when it really cools off. Then winter and snow! Love cold weather.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#761
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Omg I’m so excited for fall!!!
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#762
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Colored today
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#763
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I wonder how much weight now. I was at 188 but I think I gained weight.
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#764
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Where’s sp
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#765
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W-e-N-t F-O-r a h-I-k-E!! Reached the top of the mountain... I was sweating and out of breath the whole way but I did it.. I ate chocolate before I went and I feel like that made me exhausted going up - But I felt really r-e-f-r-e-s-h-e-d going down... Nice cool August wind blowing..
I'm excited for fall as well. I love the frost in the morning. Fall is my worst time for panic though because the days get shorter - But I think I'll be ok.. It's all in the mind and I can control my mind.. I want a truth Otherwise I'm gonna panic |
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#766
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I drink coffee literally like all day long. I don't know how to stop doing that. I know it's kind of a stupid thing to complain about. But it seems bad in some way.
I don't know, I guess it doesn't really matter because my night meds knock me out anyway. I try to be healthy but I guess I'm not really all that healthy... Because of coffee all day long and whatever else I don't do. Zyprexa has already made me gain weight so that's not so cool. But it gets rid of my doubting, which is key.
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#767
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The morning is when we're supposed to hunt and have adrenaline pumping. |
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#768
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The problem is, I drink coffee out of pure boredom. So I make many coffees in one day. I feel dysfunctional for doing that. But I'm often so bored that I'll just make a coffee and convince myself I need to have one to feel okay.
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#769
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I know what you mean. I do the same thing with nicotine gum.
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#770
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I am going to go write some fiction I think.
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#771
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#772
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cant sleep
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#773
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#774
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#775
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anxiety...cant sleep
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