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#901
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Possible trigger:
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#902
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I slept for 10 minutes then woke up feeling like there was an earthquake (there wasnt it was just my feeling). Wonder if its some kind of sleep abnormality. It happens often. Some sort of tremor?
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#903
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Just finished The Fall of Mephisto! So good!
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#904
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#905
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I'm just tired of struggling. Every day I deal with depression, anxiety, psychosis. I've been in treatment for like 6-7 years and I don't feel any better.
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#906
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Im so sorry ![]()
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#907
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the clozapine does help some, so maybe im better by a little, im just tired
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#908
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Setting up my yearly goals for different aspects of my life in my legend planner, love this thing. Also adding in the habits I want to make sure I do in the habit tracker
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All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle. -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#909
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Sorry you're struggling falcon
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All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle. -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#910
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Um...we are at like a 7.5% infection rate right now....72 sounds pretty good.....
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#911
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Yeah its not really much compared to other places, but a few weeks ago we went 13 days without a single case. So 72 compared to that is a lot. Just my anxiety getting to me. They had us leave the office in April when it was like 20 cases total in our area. |
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#912
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I told my mom that I took an extra vyvanse. We walked out of town so I'm sitting by the river to be alone and meditate while she hikes up to the top because I don't want to over exert myself physically. My mom said that shes going to help me contact a psychiatrist tomorrow.
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#913
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I feel like the clozapine is helping...im just in a lot of emotional pain. Sorry for whining
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#914
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I'm gonna do this 20 minute yoga workout tomorrow using yoga with adriene videos on youtube
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All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle. -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#915
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#916
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#917
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When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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#918
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Quote:
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When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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#919
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When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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#920
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Do you need to call a crisis line? Can you lay down for a bit?
S is no answer. Hugs.
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When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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#921
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I am sorry you are hurting. Ketamine.
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#922
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Really sad and hopeless tonight. So tired of battling my brain. Just worn out. Feel like giving up.
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When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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#923
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Receiving messages from the tv to do S again. Do not worry. I def will not. But it does not really seem like a terrible idea now.
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When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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#924
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Pulling an all nighter. I have the quarterly inspection from Orkin tomorrow and need to be up early for it. That's what my panic attack was about earlier btw. I always get myself worked into a total breakdown from stress over stupid things like this then they always end up going just fine
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All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle. -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#925
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I'm sorry. Remember yesterday you said you were doing better though!
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"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it! |
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