Roll Call 174

@SlumberKitty, i do once a month therapy sessions when times are busy are smooth, normal is once every 3 weeks. It's kind of nice to see a therapist every so often, shoot the breeze, maybe get a book recommendation. I pay out of my pocket so it's much easier on my pocket.

I'm feeling a whirlpool of symptoms right now. Sleepless night, nausuea, anxiety. Jesus christ, how much can a person suffer for so long? Man we were dealt a **** hand. I wouldn'tt wish insomnia on anyone, even the satan.

I'm afraid that my heavy drinking for so long that I've might have caused lasting damage to my kidneys. Iff its my liver, that's restoritive and I've cut down on that immensely since lockdown. But the nausuea, and watering mouth keep on cropping up.

SP, sorry about your mother, hopefully everything is okay

A dose of ketamine could last 2 weeks and allow you to quit alcohol. Just try it once - 600 dollars though? Screw that.. Get a good insurance..

My mom is drunk with her friends. She drinks a bottle of wine or more every night - Slightly elevated liver enzymes but I worry more about her heart and then her cancer.

Sorry it's just so hot and I took a benzo with olanzepine I can't write anymore..

Bicyclist was talking about a compounding pharmacy making ketamine for like cheap....maybe job can look into that?

Yes, it's good that you have some thoughts that can help. I'm sorry I didn't reply sooner, I'm getting mesmerized by the podcasts I keep downloading because my internet is so slow.

Happy Birthday, newtus!!!!

I hope the scans show zero problems.

7 YA Books About Schizophrenia

These look good...books with sz in the plot....

Gosh damn what a day!!!

feel paranoid as ****

Can’t sleep

Hugs, Job. Thorazine or Depakote can sometimes get us to sleep, depending on symptoms. Seroquel, too. Trazodone, doxepin, remeron. Restoril. That is all I remember.

No med will put me to sleep now. I just sleep when I can. It is 0422 here.

Ketamine Nasal Spray Compounded

Hey job here is an ad for compounded ketamine nasal spray....$50.......you need a prescription though.

Seeing my friend tomorrow. Finally.

I have to go grocery shopping today and don't feel like it. But I need to and have been putting it off so I'll go I guess.

When did you last have a legit physical and labs, chest xray, ekg? Mind sharing your rough age or range?

On the bus heading home. Was a quick trip. Got some green apples, bananas, spinach salad, pomegranate vinaigrette, tilapia fillets and pasta sauce

Sounds delish!

feeling blah today

I'm 38. I haven't had a physical in 8 years since I had medicaid but this time I'm going to get health insurance when the market opens back up. The reason why I drank so heavily is because of the emotional numbness, it's unbearable to only feel negative emotions for entire months.

@sometimespsychotic thanks, you and BP have given me two promising ways to get ketamine!

Hugs, Kit.

I hear you. You really need to get that physical to see where we are with your kidneys and liver. Go from there.

Spinach salad 🥗 w/ grape tomatoes, cucumber, and raspberry vinaigrette