Roll Call 174

A super healthy friend used to make salads that were very similar to this except she would put a few baby carrots as well. I think she had one every night along side dinner.

did some drawings of a couple of my friends kids

Nice! It’s been a while since I’ve seen your art, are you feeling better?

I'm alright for the most part. Trying to get myself back into drawing. I'm out of practice but I actually like how thoes two turned out. I may go back and add details and stuff.

I think I'm not enjoying stuff lately because of either depression or the AP medicine, or both. I did do a couple of paintings this summer so that was good. And I have some books to read, I just feel like not doing anything all the time or just sleeping. I think I need to get started doing something though because then I think I will feel better. I might bake some brownies. Might help the whole wanting chocolate thing.

Great drawings, @Erti

Definitely bake some brownies, they fix everything 😃

Brownies are a Great idea!

add a little bit of marijuana and you have a seller.

Didn't want to get up this morning. Took the Vyvanse at 8am and got out of bed at 8:20am, made coffee and got to work for 9am. Then I finished at 1pm and got my Invega injection.

Hopefully the injection doesn't cause panic attacks. I didn't feel like telling my doctor that I have a habit of taking a 0.5mg alprazolam every evening.. Idk - I'm doing pretty well considering the odd things that hold me back..

I feel.. Honestly.. Just scared of having more panic attacks.. That's all..

If I didn't get panic attacks, I'd be the happiest person everrrr.. But also the ability to visualize what I want to do.. And not care about being successful etc.. Living with a soul sucking job instead of researching psychoactive/cancer molecules...

You are talented, Erti!!! Precious!!!!

Med adjustment? Exercise?

That stuff'll kill ya if you have much psychosis. 30 percent of people who have their first-ever psychotic episode while using marijuana go on to a ful diagnosis of schizophrenia. Yikes.

AND--use during pregnancy by moms raises autism risk dramatically. It is super duper dangerous shite in my opinion.

Hugs.

I think my meds are okay just my AP dose is high but it seems to work the best at this dose. I do need to exercise more but I gotta wait until it's not over 100 degrees outside. I can do some Yoga with Adrienne though.

It's dinner delivered tonight! Probably Denny's. At least no dishes to wash!

Always worried my apartment isn't clean enough

Hey people,

They aren't letting me back into the grad program. So I have to find something else to do now. Ha. Oh well.

Yooooooo!

Just gonna write from now on I think. I am done with school.

My mom got these for my bday but I failed to put them into water for a whole 24 hours.

Those are nice! Happy belated birthday by the way!

Thank you!!!

Have you played the I have a mental illness card yet?

Yes, I did. It seems like the administration is just being plain mean about it. I don't know what to do really other than just let it go.

So I've decided against getting my sister's cat. As much as I would love to have her and as much as I miss having one of my own, I just don't think I'm up for taking care of a cat right now at this time in my life. I'm struggling to do basic things sometimes, so it wouldn't be fair to her to have an owner that couldn't take care of her properly. I can still enjoy seeing other people's cats on Facebook though