Roll Call 182

Like I’m trying to keep myself from obsessing over it but I can’t stop thinking about it. I have to go read more.

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something like seeing "paranoid schizophrenia" on paperwork from my mental health clinic kind of hits home.

I like having labels. Put a name to thoughts and feelings. Make things make sense.

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Then again not everything fits into a little box.

Same to me too

What color pencils would you guys recommend? I usually go for Derwent when it comes to pencils but can’t afford it this month but I need my retail therapy 🤔

I go to study and I just stare.

I need to focus but I don't know if I can.

All I need is enough to pass this exam, that's it.

Also I have people telling me my watercolor’s colors are very bold and bright. I don’t think it’s better or worse than the more subtle ones, more like my signature style? 🤔

I have no idea about color pencils, sorry.

I feel I'm obsessing again about the whole online test thing saying I have Aspergers. I mean, it doesn't change anything even if I did. I don't know I just think of it. My brain works too much. I'm socially anxious and obsessive, maybe that is just from other things.

I'll mention it to my psychologist when I talk to her next. Maybe she can shed some insight.

Hilariously, it's Autism awareness day today.

But like.... I just keep wanting to do online quizzes see what they say about me. Anyone know a good IQ test? I don't want to pay money, really.

Your art is great, I love it.

I haven't done any art by myself for a long long time, and I did mostly charcoal. I did a couple watercolor painting tutorials with friends and my sister before (follow along with a guide and replicate).

Thanks that makes me happy I’m learning everything now, watercolors, acrylic, charcoals, oil pastels, soft pastels, etc. Just want to fully explore them until I decide which one to focus

It’s raining here just now, no wonder the heat was insane during the day. It’s always raining after the temperatures going high

My mon said she’ll make spaghetti tomorrow, I’m happy I’m tired with rice 😂

I took this free IQ test and it said my IQ was 131. Taking it with a grain of salt, of course, but it says I'm gifted! Cool.

I really should try to study now.

Why not save up for the good pencils and get something else like a brush pen....they’re kinda awesome and add a flair to outlines and are waterproof. The one I got is anyway.

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I’m Not surprised to understand advanced math you’ve gotta be smart.

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I am not smart like at all

You are a natural...also i like the bright colors.....

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I use a fine liner for the outlines. Hmm but you’re right. I have brush pens but I only use them for calligraphy so they’re colorful instead of black 🤔

I refuse to believe this, Mrs. Philosopher

We all have our things that we're smart at. Not everyone is great at everything. You have things you're good at. Like writing smarts, philosophy, stuff like that.

Like take my sister - she's not good at math at all. But she's really good at understanding history, and physics theories, and astronomy, stuff like that.

I'm good at numbers and history. But I'm not really that socially smart. I did badly at chemistry in high school. Geography? Hahaha.

I don't want to pay money but I would be interested in trying another official kind of IQ test to know roughly what it really is.

I had one done by a psyD it was pricey even with insurance but what I found out was important.

Hmm interesting. Maybe I'll add it to the list of things to ask about in an appointment.