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#26
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I went for donuts and smoothies this morning. And I've been studying. Rereading material. Sort of got distracted though in the last hour or so.
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#27
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I'm so glad!!!!! Hugs!!!!!
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#28
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I'm moving on Wednesday unless some horrible thing happens. It's perfect for me, a view of the back yard, the window bed, only one roommate, it's going to be wonderful.
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#29
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A lot of times negative symptoms can almost mirror autism
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#30
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Some of my psychotic episodes (mainly the one that lasted all year in 2012 and ended up with me getting handcuffed and ankle cuffed taken to a psych ward against my will) have been traumatizing
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#31
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Gonna go to the store and get some food to cook for dinner
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#32
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Had to work.......just got home and ate........pizza yum! And tiramisu!
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#33
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Happy 4th of July!
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#34
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Happy fourth...hope everyone can sleep ok with the fireworks 🧨
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#35
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Got my coconut bubble tea with mango popping boba 🧋
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#36
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Well, it's decided. I have now diagnosed myself with autism.
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#37
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Yeah, I got boba the other night. It was soo good. I love that stuff.
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"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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#38
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I plummed the depth of my story a bit too much today. Feeling a bit down to be honest. Listening to soothing music, downloading a light-hearted game. Watched Loki again. Tried to talk to my friend today but I think she's watching fireworks with the fam.
Im making interesting additions to my story... Making it more well-rounded and strange. My ptsd effort helps a bit as well with the story. I'll never get my emotions back if I keep trying to write like this I bet. I need to bring more love into my stories, friendship too. Happy memories. Its just that it starts out at a place so dark that I have to explore that fully I feel. I did add a new vision of a charact, like the personification of the greek night sky, that has a myriad eyes, looking at my character at the bottom of the well, as he drifts towards it. |
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#39
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I bought some indica so I can start things.
Am I going about this the wrong way? lol.. |
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#40
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I think I have an addiction to my cell phone.
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#41
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Medical causes – unrelenting exhaustion may be a sign of an underlying illness, such as a thyroid disorder, heart disease or diabetes. Lifestyle-related causes – alcohol or drugs or lack of regular exercise can lead to feelings of fatigue. Workplace-related causes – workplace stress can lead to feelings of fatigue.
Symptoms: Irritability |
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#42
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I have very low motivation. I don't know if it's related to the fact that I burned myself out in college or what.
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#43
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Eh, nevermind. I am using the pomodoro method to do schoolwork and it's going ok.
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#44
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Making tofu stir fry with general Tso sauce.
I need to go to the dentist. I’m dreading it though. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#45
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I need to keep tryinnggg and be grateful etc
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#46
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Tried to play a video game but with no mental emotion it's so boring. I downloaded another game called Observation that is suppose to be phenomenal, sci fi. We'll see if it pulls me...
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#47
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I feel good today. Much better than yesterday ^-; I have more energy.
That night I took a KLONOPIN, ... I woke up exhausted. Benzos suck. Just use for panic.. |
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#48
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Having a panic attack
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#49
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I went my night without a benzo and I woke up a bit early but not groggy at all. So from here on out I'm going to try and stay off benzos (I alreadyy cut my dosage in half, hopefully no withdrawal.)
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#50
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I'm having a horrible time here. The con artist in my room started a new con a few days ago.
She said I had ordered her candy and gave me money for it. Neither is true. She has a half assed "receipt" in her notebook. She is still coming at me with these circumstances. It's turning my stomach. It also involves her terrible memory, so she keeps calling me Cathy. The memory is ******** too. Anyway, if she decides she wants to pursue this con, it won't end with my move. I'm so depressed and agitated I feel sick. But every minute brings me closer to moving which I am really anxious for. Why do I always seem to get the freaks and their abuse everywhere I go? Do this many people in the world just suck? |
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