Roll Call 186

My sister is giving me these two magnets, they're like cat butt/tail magnets lol like it looks like the back of the cat is coming out of the fridge, they're 3 dimensional, she's giving me a gray one and also an orange one to represent my 2 previous cats, Kitten, and Annie, since Kitten was gray/striped, and Annie was orange I miss them a lot.

These aren't the exact one's but they're the same type of magnet:

Kikkerland(R) Design Cat Butt Magnet (Set of 6) | Bed Bath & Beyond

Can you report these thefts to some governing body of this care home?

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I've technically been Dx with OCD. the thought loops get really intense sometimes. it is extremely maddening and feels never ending. Usually the only thing that helps stop the loop and spiral is Seroquel. it doesn't make it go away, but it makes me not care anymore

My front tooth is chipped a small bit. I originally chipped it along with busting my lip open while super F'd up (drugs) over a decade ago. I opened my car door into my own face lol

I got it repaired and it chipped off again from a cherry pit. I gave up trying to fix it. I will embrace my hick tooth lol

I have to take a break from w33d sometimes because eventually it makes me extremely paranoid and my thoughts get super loud and upsetting, if I keep on the voices gear up

What happened to your kitties?? I must have missed this

One got out and never came back and one passed away

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Tired today. Need coffee.

Junk, **** yeah for embracing it. It's a funny story lol

Another night without a benzo. I'll be good without it from here on out. No withdrawal so not too late.

Jesus Loki is fantastic. Highly, highly recommend it.

I better get back to work. The other crew leader left so the animals are left unattended XD

I'm excited, my 21 Christmas songs for ukulele book came today can't wait to start learning

I woke up today at 1:40 AM and couldn't get back to sleep. Surprisingly, I'm not overly tired. I feel a little sleepy but nothing I can't handle.

I can but I don't know what sorts of issues may arise. I'd love to tell the SW about the con artist but I'm afraid it would ruin my reputation because it's just she said /she said. The SW already knows about the .

I've been using the cleito tank since I broke my Nautilus mini, and I was lukewarm regarding my feeling about sub ohming. Until I saw my reflection in the window today and noticed how much vapor I exhale! Haha! I wanted clouds and to the best ability of my copd lungs I've got them!

Now I just need to get used to drawing fast. It's different than what I'm used to but I enjoy it now. I still miss the restrictive direct lung drawing that I've done for years. Until I find a Nautilus mini I'll perfect my use of the cleito.

I found the three pound bag of candy! Other than that I've done nothing at all to unpack further. My legs are tired. I love my new roommate. I want to offer her snacks and stuff but I don't want to bother her. There's a third bed in the room so heaven knows how the space will change once a third person moves in.

Worked out on the weight bench and ran up and down the stairs. #exerciseYUH

I just wrote a paragraph after paragraph post on here and had to check myself. All that I wanted in life are my psychic emotions. Will I ever heal enough from what I suffered to gain them back? I peeter on the edge of an absolute void of nothingness, except loss, anxiety and emptiness, and ask myself if I should have hope, where I've tried to remain positive for 9 damn years. I just don't know what to think anymore.

Same. I always have an internal mess inside of my mind... I think, "Is life really worth living?" - But it's all in the mind. U decide.. Listen to your conscience. It tells you good things that are mostly ignored by most. Some people fully listen to the best things and just go go go wooooo everythings great..

I have problems.. With everything. They must be solved, we must feel love, emotions, experiences, appreciate the bad and good.

There's good things awaiting for us around the corner.. The long walk across a space material road through space is what we'll have to walk for trillions of years.. But we'll get there. There's doubt all along the way but you gotta keep getting back up. Make sure to rest while you're down =]

Thanks, Des. = )

Ok read the whole brain living book by Jill bolte Taylor if you can. She talks about how there are four parts of the brain. Character 1 left brain logical. Character 2 left Brain anxiety ridden. Character 3 right brain emotional.....excited about everything. Character 4 right brain spiritual and thinking. Sounds like you’re missing your character 3. So some of us have experienced ego death and lost character 1 for a bit, but you can lose any of them. Anyway she got them all back after a stroke and has them cooperating. Anyway might help you conceptually figure out what’s going on and how to get it back.

Getting some BBQ chips and watermelon when I go grocery shopping tomorrow. Among other things. But I’m really excited about those.

Oh yeah, and I’m baking cookies

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I brushed my teeth. I'm happy about it. I have a hard time doing that, sorry I know that may be weird. It's just the way I am, I have a hard time getting myself to shower/brush teeth. So it's an accomplishment

I got replacement wrist bands for my Fitbit Charge 3, so now I can start tracking my steps and my sleep again

I hope the Zelda coffee mug I ordered isn't broken when it arrives

We scattered my uncles ashes today. We went for a meal afterwards at a nice restaurant. Also visited my the graves of my aunt, nan and grandads.

I went grocery shopping today. Just waiting on the bus to get here to take me home now. It’s the first time I’ve left my apartment in over 2 weeks so that’s really a big accomplishment for me.

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Ugh I'm so sleepy and Elsa the tropical storm is here. It cut the power out at work but it came right back on. One of the cooks isn't here today. no one will tell me why but I think something happened between chef and the cook. They were arguing yesterday

The third roommate just moved in this morning. She seems nice. Hopefully we will all get along.

I received my root beer barrels this morning! I am addicted to those things.

Those are the candies right? Those are amazing!!!