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#376
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I am still wishing I could get off of Klonopin but I can't. Apparently. Meaning I have to stay on it for a while. That's fine. I can always make changes later. Apparently my psychiatrist thinks I've been pretty stable for a while now. Which is pretty much right. So I guess changing meds might alter that stability. Anyway, I am just going to stay the course for 3-6 months and see how that goes.
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#377
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On another note, I got a full-time job which I am looking forward to starting soon.
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#378
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My cognition is screwed. I can't even talk anymore without forgetting what I'm saying.
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#379
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I don't want to remember anything that has happened recently because it's so disturbing. I could take a step back and think, "Holy ****..." but I won't.
Nothing is real |
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#380
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I just want to feel excited and happy or content, relaxed.. idk. I'm not sure what is actually wrong with me. It's not psychosis.
Edit: I think I'm just feeling overwhelmed, insecure etc |
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#381
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How do you deal with severe lack of motivation?
What advice would you give to someone lacking in motivation? Break tasks in to manageable chunks. ... Write down each positive thing you experience throughout the day. ... Give yourself credit for the small things you do. ... Have some 'me time' ... Be gentle with yourself. ... Try to be present. ... Attend helpful events. ... Ask for help. |
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#382
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All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle. -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#383
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Ive been able to actually focus on reading today. Ive read over 100 pages so far and Im not finished yet.
Had a McDouble, fries , and a Coke for dinner. It was really good. I think Im going to start having my morning coffees outside in the courtyard area since its fall now and nice and cool.
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All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle. -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#384
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"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it! |
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#385
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Did you ever try sarcosine? You can just add it coffee..... Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk
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#386
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I feel sooo much better with a few meds etc. I talked to my family for half an hour non stop. I'm ok.. my cognition is there..
I'm always afraid to ask for help because I think that no one can fix me but ill talk to my psychiatrist on the 1st of November and things will be ok.. I wish I was in this state forever. |
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#387
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I did but I think it gave me heart palps
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#388
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Glad you are feeling better! I actually talked to my family last night as well when I was feeling pretty lonely and it helped a lot.
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#389
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Just put some homemade pumpkin bread in the oven to bake. My kitchen is a wreck now, the only thing that sucks about baking
I'm glad I bought those loaf pans, it's fun making dessert breads
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All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle. -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#390
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Here it is!
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All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle. -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#391
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Did the dishes, now have 2 loads of laundry going
ugh having one of my weird dissociating panic attacks. Haven't had one of those in a long time.
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All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle. -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type Last edited by Blue_Bird; Oct 24, 2021 at 12:51 PM. |
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#392
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Happy today!
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#393
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#395
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#396
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#397
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This morning there was no smoking and we were on lockdown because a staff member had covid, but then they let us go out to smoke. I pray they don't put us in lockdown. We can't maintain our basic freedom of movement when they make us stay in our rooms for two weeks or more.
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#398
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Freedom of movement is meant our basic ability to stand up.
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#399
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I tried to call my mother but her phone was off the hook.
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#400
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No, I'm still having dissociating/panic. Thank you though, I hope you don't have to go on lockdown again
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All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle. -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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