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#751
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45 minutes is great though…..
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#752
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So I’ve gotta see the doctor again today…I was in so much pain last night.
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#753
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I really hope you feel better soon ![]() Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#754
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I have some cleaning to do. Need to go grocery shopping but gonna do it tomorrow instead of today. Wednesday I have an appointment with my psychiatrist.
I made my next dental appointment since they said to schedule two, so I have one on May 6th and one on May 9th. I’ll have more appointments after those. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#755
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If I keep it up I should be out of the overweight bmi zone by August. Then maybe 7 more months after that I’ll reach my goal.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#756
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I feel euphoria
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#757
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So went to doc….they said not a uti…probably a kidney stone……supposed to be super painful like childbirth…..suckage……called to get an ultrasound and the hospital said they didn’t do that kind so the dr needed to change it which delays things further. Alternative possibility some sort of ovarian cyst or cancer so I’ve gotta get a gyno appointment but the earliest was next Wednesday like next week not in two days.
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#758
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#759
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HUGS SP, I hope you start feeling better soon.
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#760
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I told my doctor that I was sui and I hate him so I drank a lot of alcohol
My mom screwed me up. I screwed me up. She's a hypocrite. I've been doing good and trusted. I wish I could be trusted. I am nothing. But I have memories of being something. And they all cut it out of my body like removing my heart and it's just a bloody mess. |
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#761
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Hugs….what did you doc say?
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#762
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An ex boyfriend of mine from High School and I have been talking for the past several months. He’s stationed in Kansas and also going to Poland soon or something (in the military) anyway, he is going to come here to visit me when he gets back
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#763
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I think it might be time to get over my fear of relationships and start dating again. I haven’t been in a relationship since I was 18 years old and now I’m 27.
We dated when we were like 15 or 16 and I don’t think either of us was mature enough or ready for a relationship back then Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type Last edited by Blue_Bird; Mar 21, 2022 at 03:28 PM. |
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#764
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You totally should…relationships can be so beneficial. Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk
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#765
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Are you ok? Talk to us? Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk
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#766
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He said he knows that if I'm in complete danger of self, I know that I can come in and tell him - And it's true.
Don't worry, am OK. I just needed a small escape/little more dopamine. I feel better. I've been getting slightly paranoid lately (Could be THC) but I haven't smoked in a few days now. <3 I hope you'll be OK SP. Hopefully it's just a kidney stone. If not, the thing can still be treated. |
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#767
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Yeah I've considered it before. Not sure if it's for me. Probably is. Honestly. I mean I have so much trouble when I get really messed up mental-health wise.
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"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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#768
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I've just "powered through it" in the past. I am starting to wonder if that's a bad strategy.
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"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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#769
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The reason I asked is that’s the path you’re taking if you quit everything from work to grad school. If things are that severe then you should consider it, that’s what it’s there for. But your thesis doesn’t have a hard timeline so why not take a break or just set two hours a day to work on it or something? For you things seem cyclic to me. Take a break and try again later?
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#770
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#771
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Anyway, that's a full-time job in and of itself. Anyone who says it's not is lying. I just think there's all this pressure on me to work and go to school and that's really causing me a whole lot of stress. Anyway, thanks for your post. I do appreciate it.
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#772
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"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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#773
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I think I'm going to be optimistic from now on. As long as I'm only in a mild-moderate burning hell lol
But no.. It's just my mind. I have a good life. I just need to figure things out. |
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#774
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Oh I didn’t realize you were working again….I basically took off a month to write mine. Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk
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#775
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I'm not technically "employed" but there's pressure on me (maybe self-imposed) to make money.
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"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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