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Old Mar 26, 2022, 08:02 PM
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I'm gonna get on the treadmill for an hour tomorrow and maybe sit outside for a little while too. I'm feeling restless and I think it's because I've been inside for 2 days and haven't exercised in a few days.

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Old Mar 26, 2022, 08:38 PM
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I made plans with people tomorrow and I just want to cancel everything.
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Old Mar 26, 2022, 11:00 PM
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I made plans with people tomorrow and I just want to cancel everything.
It's OK to cancel if you're not in the right mental state, you can make plans again when you feel more like yourself.

That's what I do.. There's coffee connections here in town - Sometimes I'm super talkative about myself and curious about other people and what they say;

but sometimes I just sit there all catatonic-like. I know before hand (In those situations), that I shouldn't have went.

I thought about hanging out with a friend but I feel like I don't even know how to have friends anymore. I'll just work on myself/personality etc - Wait for that to develop more. But everyone has their own quirks with socializing and life.
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Old Mar 27, 2022, 04:55 AM
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It's OK to cancel if you're not in the right mental state, you can make plans again when you feel more like yourself.

That's what I do.. There's coffee connections here in town - Sometimes I'm super talkative about myself and curious about other people and what they say;

but sometimes I just sit there all catatonic-like. I know before hand (In those situations), that I shouldn't have went.

I thought about hanging out with a friend but I feel like I don't even know how to have friends anymore. I'll just work on myself/personality etc - Wait for that to develop more. But everyone has their own quirks with socializing and life.
Yeah I'm definitely cancelling. I also woke up in the middle of the night and I can't get back to sleep (hence why I'm posting now). I also think I'm sick, perhaps COVID.
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Old Mar 27, 2022, 05:24 AM
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Woke up at 4am and couldn't get back to sleep. It's going on 6:30am now. I just took the omeprazole on an empty stomach like SP suggested. So I'm gonna wait 30 minutes, then eat breakfast, then take my psych meds after that. And hopefully that works for the acid reflux I get from them
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Old Mar 27, 2022, 06:30 AM
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Woke up at 4am and couldn't get back to sleep. It's going on 6:30am now. I just took the omeprazole on an empty stomach like SP suggested. So I'm gonna wait 30 minutes, then eat breakfast, then take my psych meds after that. And hopefully that works for the acid reflux I get from them
Sounds like we had similar mornings.
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Old Mar 27, 2022, 06:58 AM
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Well I just took my morning psych meds. Fingers crossed that the omeprazole I took earlier prevents the acid reflux
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Old Mar 27, 2022, 07:56 AM
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Yay no acid reflux!

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Old Mar 27, 2022, 07:59 AM
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So much for spring. It’s 35 degrees today outside and will be 17 degrees tomorrow

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Old Mar 27, 2022, 08:25 AM
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Need to buy some more pronamel sensodyne toothpaste next week. And some new soft toothbrushes.

Challenging myself to go 40 days w/o coffee or tea

I seriously need to get an air fryer eventually. There’s so many good recipes I want to try with it

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Old Mar 27, 2022, 11:46 AM
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One of my coworkers is sick so I’m going to cover for him.

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Here we go again with the hour and a half long severe acid reflux from my meds.......

I'm so sick of it I'm considering just stopping a few of them until I can get back onto the injection. Because it's gonna at least be a week until I can get on it, I don't want to have to deal with this every freakin day. When I say it's severe I mean it, tons of stomach acid coming straight up into my mouth

Yeah, I'm at least stopping the zoloft, wellbutrin, and naltrexone in the meantime, I can't deal with this it feels horrible
I've been taking a generic med called Esomeprazole Magnesium and its helping my heart burn a lot.
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Old Mar 27, 2022, 02:27 PM
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Finally.. Work is over for the week.. I took 600mg of gabapentin before I went to work - Time passed by so quickly and I didn't think about the world... Idk if that's good or bad. The extra thoughts/anxiety aren't apart of my realm.

And I don't feel depressed either. Maybe a little numb though? It's strange. I think I like phenibut better but this feels like a relaxing break from my thoughts.

I feel 0 need to drink alcohol today.
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Old Mar 27, 2022, 04:48 PM
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Gotta walk down to CVS tomorrow to pick up my meds. Will be cold. But at least it will get me out of the house for a bit. I'm gonna turn in that coloring page too downstairs for the contest.

I have an appointment with my therapist on Tuesday
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Oh man just finished a Starbucks latte and an eclair…epic!!!

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Oh man just finished a Starbucks latte and an eclair…epic!!!

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Sounds great!

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Old Mar 27, 2022, 07:08 PM
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Here we go with the acid reflux again. Took my night meds like 10 minutes ago. I think I am gonna just get back on the abilify shot and start coming off some of my other oral meds. I’m tired of this. My doctor should get back to me tomorrow.

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Old Mar 27, 2022, 07:27 PM
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I don't know if I should just continue to put up with this or what. But I think it would be a lot more convenient and easier to just be on my trileptal and the abilify shot and drop the other meds.

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Old Mar 27, 2022, 08:00 PM
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It's so cold tonight. Perfect time to use my weighed blanket

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I woke up at 3 am again. I don't know what is going on. I think it's because I am sick. It's luckily not COVID though, I did a test yesterday.
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On a more positive note, I did some online tutoring this morning, so I made a little money. I am going to aim to do this daily. Just one session per day.
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Old Mar 28, 2022, 07:53 AM
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Slept really good under my weighted blanket last night. Better than I’ve slept in several days.

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Old Mar 28, 2022, 09:09 AM
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Kitty is super happy. She had half a can of her pâté food

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Old Mar 28, 2022, 10:31 AM
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I bought some hot chocolate at CVS while picking up my meds. It was the only way I could motivate myself to go all the way there and back in 18 degree weather plus it’s very windy too.

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