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Member Since Mar 2014
Location: South America
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#501
I kind of just want to no show tomorrow with the old pdoc. I know I'll get charged, but...
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Desoxyn, SlumberKitty
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Location: USA
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#502
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Desoxyn
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Metaphysic
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
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#503
Not sure if the olanzepine kicked in but I do feel more stable. I cooked some eggs, listening to EDM.
Little hypomania from 300mg of gabapentin. My psychiatrist wanted me to titrate up to 900mg but 1/3 possibly can replace the phenibut. I'll let him know. Phenibut basically stopped working anyways. I'm trying.. sorry ^-; |
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WastingAsparagus
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Student of Life
Member Since Mar 2014
Location: South America
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#504
I wanna switch from olanzapine to risperidone. I remember when I took risperidone in the past it controlled my symptoms without causing so many side effects......
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Desoxyn
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#505
I think it's gonna be an all nighter. Stash is in her heat cycle again. Not gonna be able to sleep through all the meowing. Thankfully the 16th isn't far off and she'll be spayed and it will be completely over
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Desoxyn
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Metaphysic
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Location: The Netherlands
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#506
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Risperidone was my first antipsychotic. 1mg = No effect. 2mg = Took away auditory hallucinations but made me so tired... Olanzepine also used to make me tired but not anymore.. |
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WastingAsparagus
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#508
Going grocery shopping tomorrow. Then exercising. Then cleaning my apartment.
Sent from my M8L using Tapatalk __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Desoxyn
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#509
After her surgery and my 3 dentist appointments this month I'm finally applying for a part time job at the library. Then I can work for awhile while I save up to pay off the rest of what I owe my school and then re-enroll
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Desoxyn, Sometimes psychotic
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Metaphysic
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Location: The Netherlands
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#510
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But it's mostly corruption (Not conspiracies..). I don't care for the bizarre ideas - But instead, the hidden connections, taking all sides of information and critically thinking for myself.. I have a lot of empathy, I'm aware.. Just when I look at the TV now (Or any entertainment), it all seems like propaganda and manipulation. I just want to know the truth.. I'll try to not make a big deal about it.. |
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Angelique67
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#511
Even though to others it may not seem like I've made any progress over the last couple of years but I have made a lot and am proud of myself.
I used to barely leave the house or socialize. I used to not take care of hygiene. I used to be paranoid all the time etc I didn't exercise. Made hardly any effort to eat healthy. Sent from my M8L using Tapatalk __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Desoxyn, Sometimes psychotic, WastingAsparagus
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Student of Life
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Location: South America
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#512
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I want to be on risperidone plus the antidepressants plus aripiprazole. That's it. Reasonable doses, too. I am on a high dose of Effexor (over the limit). Risperidone got me through the majority of college. I don't know. I have another pdoc appointment on Thursday. So if I don't go to the one tomorrow I always have the one Thursday, who is a different person than my old pdoc, and perhaps the one on Thursday will listen to my concerns about being on 6-7 psych meds. Anyway, it's not cool going back and forth all the time about this stuff. It really gets me. __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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Desoxyn, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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Desoxyn
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Student of Life
Member Since Mar 2014
Location: South America
Posts: 4,658
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#513
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Desoxyn, SlumberKitty
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Metaphysic
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Location: The Netherlands
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#514
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It's hard for me to make appointments lately cuz every time I want to make one, it's Friday (An hour too late) or Sunday.. Like now.. I am listening though... I forget a lot of things though my mind is so scattered ^-; I can only imagine how much the decision making frustrates you - There was a disorder about indecision that I found and wrote here (I forget the name of it) - But I think that it means the same sort of thing that I'm dealing with. It's stressful + stress makes it worse.. But it will get better (I say this as a form of good luck) |
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WastingAsparagus
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Metaphysic
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Location: The Netherlands
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#515
I work tomorrow at the cash job (And I have the energy to do it!). It's good..
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Angelique67
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Location: USA
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#516
So after my manic episode and kind of settling down a little bit I had the revelation that I need to do and be better. Idk.
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Desoxyn
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#517
Well I've been up for over 24 hours now. I want to sleep but I can't because of Mustachio
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Location: CA
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#518
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Angelique67, Blue_Bird
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#519
I got really freaked out yesterday with my parents being gone. I had panic attacks in the shower. I took some alprazolam to calm down. Then I went to Church. I was still anxious. But my parents got home around 1 PM so that wasn't too bad. I was exhausted so I took a one hour nap after they were home. It is so much better now that they are back. I am anxious this week with my big bosses being here. Tomorrow another boss is coming for three days. EEK. I am probably going to take Lybalvi in a minute to stop all the craziness in my head.
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#520
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I had a really good birthday Sent from my M8L using Tapatalk __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Angelique67, Sometimes psychotic
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