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#676
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Ate a lot of food.. I don't feel hungry but my mind feels empty..
I want to escape this life Edit: I need sleep. So much sleep. |
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#677
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I think the only possible way that I can lower the AP's could be by also lowering the stimulant. So if I want to lower AP, I'll have to do that.
It might not work but might as well try. |
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#678
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Idk. I remember being on just the Invega injection and I wasn't doing well.
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#679
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So I’m talking to an “ex” and he told me today that after me he was going to swear off dating men and I said “Thank you… damn, I didn’t know that I had that impact.”
Life is strange. So… anyway, I also went with my Alzheimer’s stricken grandmother, grandfather, and aunt to a social event in my hometown. I yet again had some grandiosity. Idk. I really liked talking to my ex at my house. He cried in front of me and was very vulnerable. We did some touchy feely. No kissing. Sometimes I wonder if I should post here or the bipolar board. ![]() |
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#680
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So I’m not gonna see my psychiatrist until Tuesday. I imagine he’s going to up my Seroquel to help with the residual mania. I still feel as if I made it up.
Hell. Maybe he will prescribe a PRN but what is even left? I’ve already taken Rexulti, Geodon, Zyprexa (HATED this one - made me gain weight and lose motivation), Abilify… I guess Risperdal is left, but he & another provider said they prefer to avoid that one for different reasons. |
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#681
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I’m struggling with paranoia and reality tonight even though I had a great day. Idk.
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#682
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I wasn’t able to sleep at all last night. So I’ve been up for 24 hours now, frustrating
I’m going to the movie theater with my friend tonight Getting my septum pierced in a couple weeks to celebrate 6 months of eating disorder recovery I have an apartment inspection on Monday. Kind of stressed about it. I really don’t get why I get so stressed every single time even though every single time it goes perfectly fine. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#683
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As of today
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#684
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I know for myself, I would always beat myself up after those tests or stressful school things saying, "why was I so anxious for that?" but the key is not to beat myself up for things like that, because the anxiety is real. I guess the way to confront those feelings for me is to just tell myself self-compassionate things. Like that I am enough even if I fail something.
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"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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#685
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#686
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I can't focus today.
I should switch to one of those new antipsychotics.. Rexulti? I know that long term INVEGA, especially.. It'll cause neurodegeneration. The Dexedrine should kick in and make me forget about this. It's horrible to deal with this situation. **** I think the only proper thing to do would be to ask my psychiatrist about SP's idea. I'll have a talk with him in 6-8 weeks. I'll write stuff down. christ |
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#687
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Septum piercings are RAD! |
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#689
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Thanks! and yeah I think septum piercings are awesome too, I can't wait to get mine done
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#690
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I liked Rexulti tbh it helped a lot with paranoid ideation and overthinking My new psychiatrist seems to really like Caplyta - I think he said it works differently than other APs? |
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#691
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I don't know much about Caplyta but it's supposed to be a negative symptom antipsychotic - I wanted to try it for a while but was just waiting until it was available and forgot about it.
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#692
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Edit: "Lumateperone is a serotonin, dopamine, and glutamate MODULATOR with the potential to treat schizophrenia with few adverse effects" "Specifically, lumateperone acts as a potent serotonin 5-HT2A receptor antagonist, a dopamine D2 receptor presynaptic partial agonist and postsynaptic antagonist,10 a D1 receptor–dependent modulator of glutamate, and a serotonin reuptake inhibitor." So it's similar to clozapine but chemical structure like haldol It blocks 5HT2A receptors as much as clozapine but less D2 receptors than clozapine. Last edited by Desoxyn; Jun 11, 2022 at 03:45 PM. |
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#693
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My focus has been zapped back into existence. It shouldn't be that dramatic but that's how it is..
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#694
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It's a down day. I haven't spoken to my mother in a very long time. She's just not in her room much.
I keep forgetting everything. But trivia from the past just pops in my head, it's kind of laughable. I forgot what I was going to post. Sent from my Nokia XR20 using Tapatalk |
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#695
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Has anyone had the novovax COVID vaccine? I don't think it's been available yet.
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#696
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Man I would take that….most things don’t touch glutamate.
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#697
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Edit: They must be variant specific! Like the yearly flu vaccine.. Last edited by Desoxyn; Jun 11, 2022 at 05:03 PM. |
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#698
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I keep having dreams with my ex who I have rekindled with…
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#699
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I went to bed at 5am, and woke up around 5pm from multiple naps. Wtf.
Im fasting now in an attempt to reset my circadian rhythm. |
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#700
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My feel so drained
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