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#651
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Yikes....two of my in real life support people are going to be gone for two weeks, they are going to Israel. I am a bit nervous about not having them to rely on for when I am struggling!
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#652
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Yesterday was a really good day.
I had to get my mom to pick me up though cuz there were bears everywhere. |
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#653
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Almost lunch time
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#654
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Anxiety, depression, inflammation increase default mode network (Rumination/Mind wandering) + Trauma and OCD = intrusive thoughts. You end up unhappy, not able to live in the present moment. I think psychedelics have increased activity of my default mode network (When they're supposed to decrease it) cuz I was traumatized. MDMA was taken ~6 months after but I didn't even know I had trauma - Intention matters. Meditation is supposed to help along with antidepressants, exercise, healthy diet, intermittent fasting, magnesium, curcumin, sleep, etc.. Olanzepine MODULATES the default mode network apparently. Yesterday, I felt my thoughts starting to float away and become annoying (Depersonalization) so I took the olanzepine and my thoughts were back inside of my head again. |
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#655
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I know I need 15 mg of it. Also I meditate a ton. And I think it has helped overall.
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#656
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"Look at me! I'm thought! Weeeee", "I'm another thought! Weee" U have to stop those.. Meditation is like working a muscle/neuroplasticity exercise that trains the mind to focus/concentrate.. |
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#657
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I did "open awareness meditation" because it was much easier and required no effort - But I think it makes things worse. It's just.. Letting the thoughts do what they want and observing them. I've been told that I'm really observant though so idk
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#658
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Anyone have fun plans this weekend? I don't but I thought I could live vicariously through you all.
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#659
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Might goto the zoo….. Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk
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#660
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#661
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Talking philosophy with some friends...
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#662
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#663
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I’m going to a concert tonight. Isn’t supposed to end until like 2am. I’m nervous though because it’s my first event out since the pandemic started and I’m still worried about COVID so I might just wear a mask the whole time unless we’re far off from other people. Idk we’ll see.
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#664
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#665
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#666
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Oh my goodness! An hour left of work! Sigh.
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#667
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I have these weird bone tumors in my mouth, they are benign, but sometimes they hurt like heck. Right now one of them is threatening to poke through the gum. (Sometimes they develop sharp points.) I have had this happen a few times before and it is very painful. I have had some of the tumors removed but they just grow back so it is a rather pointless and expensive cycle. But this one is really bothering me.
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#668
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#669
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Thank you SP!
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#670
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I don't want a dopamine tug of war 😭
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#671
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#672
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A ,out of people use whats app internationally because it’s WiFi……
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#674
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I have Whats App. I'll ask one of my friends if she will get it too so we can stay in touch!
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#675
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I suppose past year = mild psychosis. I would like to feel better, more relaxed - That's all. I made chamomile tea - Yes, tea for this reason;
![]() Extra stim could put me on edge. I'll try to take the previous normal dose. No weed!! If problems persist (Which I think they won't), I'll talk to my psychiatrist about what to do. I'll ease up on the corruption news too. Can't have that in my brain all of the time lol |
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