Roll Call 201

I had a dentist appointment this morning. Got my permanent crown replacement put in

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I was just wondering where you were like last night!

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Working two jobs, my knee is giving out, I may have to get it checked. I feel overly stressed and irritated so I suspect the bp is acting up even though I’m on a higher dose.

On the positive side I’m eating pumpkin spice everything and getting some nice fall flowers.



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Happy belated bday!

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I have to work tomorrow from 11am to 6pm. So I’ll head out at 9:40am and get home sometime around 7pm. Gonna be a long day. Not really looking forward to it. It’s busy even on weekdays during work hours. At least I got a shift. It’s the only one I got this week. Last week I worked like 22 hours. This week I just have tomorrow, 7 hours. I wish they were a little more organized with their scheduling. It’s annoying. Oh well.

I have a meeting with my program manager today so I can turn in my pay stub to social security then an inspection after that. I cleaned as best as I can do it should go fine. Oddly enough now that I’m working I’m less anxious about other things that usually give me anxiety, like inspections etc. I don’t stress about them now like I normally do, I guess all my anxiety is just focused on my job now.

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Unfortunately the anxiety does shift often to something even more stressful.

Meeting went well. Inspection didn’t happen. He said he had to leave early after our meeting and asked if everything was fine in my apartment and I said yes and he said he would take my word for it because he said he never had to worry about my apartment cause it’s always clean

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Making brownies right now and listening to Christmas music

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Good to see you! Hope all is well.

Ive been having anxiety about health. Bloating, and other issues. I was worried it was a bunch of other things like Crohn’s but it looks like it’s gyno related and they have to test to see if it’s fibroids, cysts, or god forbid cancer.

And I’m worried about spending money. I have a plan to reduce my spending and put more money towards debt.

But before that I’m getting two tattoos at the end of the month.

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Dear SP,

Abilify turned me into an impulsive maniac.

That is all..

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I’ve got some kind of nerve damage on my right thigh , because of when I used to cut myself a lot, and deeply. It’s a weird lack of feeling. It’s like Novocain but I’m my thigh. It’s weird but it’s been like that for 10 years or more. I mentioned it to my doctor and asked if it’s possible I caused some kind of nerve damage from the cutting due to it being numb always and he said it’s definitely possible. I have scars all over that side of my thigh

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Dreading work tomorrow. I am constantly worried I’ll get fired for not being good enough at the job

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I get paid friday morning, sot that's exciting

Happy birthday, Boots!

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Happy Birthday!

You are precious

I got my paystub for tomorrows paycheck. I made double what I made my first week because I worked 18 1/2 hours last week versus the 11 hours I worked the first week. Next weeks paycheck won’t be great though because I only got 7 hours this week. Their scheduling is bizarre and so random. Anyway, it’s still nice

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Work today, heading out in 20 minutes. Get off at 6pm and will get home around 7:15pm. Gonna relax and watch anime with my bf once I get home then go to sleep. I’m really tired. Idk why. I slept good last night. Maybe it’s because of the propranolol. I took one today because I’m anxious and don’t want my anxiety to get too bad during work. My morning meds make me tired too. I’m Trileptal, Zoloft and abilify.

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Hey everyone, it's been a little while but I'm back.

I am doing alright. Just feeling like not doing my thesis and that's ok.

I would rather work on my business.

Anyway, I feel supported by this community.

Things that have helping me lately are:
-Meditation
-Exercising
-Not sure what else

This is so embarrassing but I have anxiety coming in to the building from vaping. I can't seem to control my legs and I hyperventilate. The other day I had a really bad one and I was saying loudly I'm going to fall, oh my God. Well today I was feeling the anxiety before I even stood up but I didn't have an attack. I was using a song in my head to distract me. So, I'm glad I beat it today. I don't know what's wrong with me.

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Just got home from work. I'm exhausted. They're finally making a schedule though so that's good. I work again tomorrow from 11am to 5pm. My manager said I did a great job so that was nice

I love how every time they ask my availability I tell them it’s completely open hours and days except Tuesdays and they end up specifically scheduling me for a Tuesday. I just looked in my app and they have me down for a Tuesday shift. Can’t do that that because as I’ve told them a million times I am not available Tuesdays because I volunteer so I’ll have to call them and get it changed again

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I’m sorry you’re struggling , I hope you feel better , anxiety sucks

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Good to see you WastingAsparagus!

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I get off at 5pm tomorrow and will get home by 6pm then I’m seeing Haunting in Venice in the theater with my friend the movie starts at 7:30pm. So it’s gonna be a long busy day

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