Everyone............

{{{{{{Tomi}}}}}}}}}}} my ray of sunshine

Ty for thinking of me. Issues between employees last night, almost had several walk out because of watching payroll $$ (so we were understaffed) and tons of people coming in........then 2 kitchen ppl get into a fight and I have to calm them down plus be everywhere else at the same time.

It was horrible. We closed at 11pm and I made everyone leave by midnight so I'd still have employees today, which meant I got to do all the work........vaccumed the whole place by myself and then do some clean-up, then finally got to do my own work.

Had a mini breakdown about 12:30am - called my T - he talked to me for an hour to keep me sane and alive..........I got home at 4:45am. Was supposed to be at work by 2pm today, but left note saying I'd be in 4pm instead. I feel in a coma, but hey, otherwise I'm fine........lol.

How have you been? If I don't laugh about it, I'll do something worse, so I need to look at the funny side.

xoxox

{{{{{{Fuzzy}}}}}}}}}}}}}

You're always in my thoughts as well, I worry about you.

Please take care of yourself.

xoxo

Laugh away, Sweetheart! Why do you think I act so goofy sometimes? I've noticed I've been pretty goofy lately, too. Oops! hehe

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I love you, Sweet One!

ARGH!! Why does it do that to me??? Top half is small and bottom half is BIG! Maybe because it's the most important part?? LOL



This above all: To thine own self be true. -- Shakespeare

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This above all: To thine own self be true. -- Shakespeare

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Just a hug. If you want to talk, we're here listening. You do have a reason to keep going - you have been keeping going for so long. Your T is right - it's been within you all along.

Love,
Wendy

<font color=green>"Loneliness does not come from having no people about one, but from being unable to communicate the things that seem important to oneself, or from holding certain views which others find inadmissible" Carl Jung</font color=green>

LOL...............You are the best, Tomi.

Good afternoon, .

Hope your day is going exceptionally well.

It is now, "Dear Daughter"! I see your "sister" is here watching over you, too. Love you!

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This above all: To thine own self be true. -- Shakespeare

{{{{{{{{{{Wendy}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

I always need hugs, . I'm not sure if Doc John's post was directed in anyway at me, so just to be on the safe side, I'm remaining quiet on anything that goes on with me or my feelings.

What I do know is that if I were banned from here, it would do some serious damage to me, so tis better to shut up and remain here.

I've always known about that small part of me, unfortunately she is never strong enough to be the one in control.

Ty for thinking of me.

xoxoxo

Mary Alice

::::::::::::::::::::blowing kisses to "Mom":::::::::::::::::::::::::

Love you, Tomi

::: stretching to catch that last one and slapping it on my cheeck! ::: hehehe (nooo! the one on my face!! ) LOLOL



This above all: To thine own self be true. -- Shakespeare

Mary Alice,

Just don't be too quiet, please. You haven't gotten any warnings, right? It seems to me that there is a difference between your posts and some of the others - you have opened up about how you feel and have accepted our caring about you. You tell us that our efforts are not just all for nothing, and we also know that you have your T and he is watching over you too. In my book, that makes a big difference.

Let's nurture that small part of you that has a reason to go on, and help her to grow stronger, okay? You are part of our family here, and we need you.

Love,
Wendy xoxxooxxox

<font color=green>"Loneliness does not come from having no people about one, but from being unable to communicate the things that seem important to oneself, or from holding certain views which others find inadmissible" Carl Jung</font color=green>

Ditto! Ditto! Ditto!



This above all: To thine own self be true. -- Shakespeare

:::::::wiping tears:::::::::::: no one has ever really said that to me before. Omg, this is bad - I hate crying. [sigh]

Why in the world would someone NOT accept the caring on this site?? I was thrilled when I realized that people here genuinely care.......I felt like a sponge soaking up everything that I had always wanted and never received.

My poor T........the man couldn't even have a vacation without staying in touch. It was bad, still is but I'm keeping quiet. I have to see my pdoc on Wed. and my T on Thurs.

I snapped at my boss yesterday........first time. It was definitely not a good moment. He told me I couldn't leave early to go home and see Alex, after I was there the night before till 2:15am, and the night before that till 4:15am.......I just went off on him.

I need all of you too........even if I am silent.

xoxoxo
Mary Alice

P.S. Tomi you always make me smile, ty...........muah****

...(((((((Mary Alice)))))))...

<font color=blue>HI FROM PEANUT</font color=blue>

xoxoxoxoxox, Jill

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Have your ears been burning? They should! I've been talking about you! hehehe I was just telling my friend what a sweet gal I think you are and that you should stop reading Steven King books! hehehehe

"Whuffs ya!"


<font color=blue>"The winds of change continue rolling and they just carry me away."</font color=blue>

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It's true. We need you here.

As hard as it is to imagine, there are people here who never seem to let it sink in. Maybe they haven't understood yet that we are real people and really do care about them, or maybe they just aren't ready yet to care about themselves even the small amount that is necessary in order to believe that they are worth caring about. But they are worth caring about all the same.

With Love,
Wendy

<font color=green>"Loneliness does not come from having no people about one, but from being unable to communicate the things that seem important to oneself, or from holding certain views which others find inadmissible" Carl Jung</font color=green>

Here's something hubby has been "torturing" the grandkids with. Thought I'd pass it along.

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"Little Bunny FooFoo, hopping through the forest.
Skooping up the field mice
And boppin' them on the head!"</center>

::: gently "bopping" Mary Alice on the forehead. :::

Love ya!


<font color=blue>"The winds of change continue rolling and they just carry me away."</font color=blue>

I know you are real, believe that. I know you all care, I think I fall into the "they just aren't ready yet to care about themselves even the small amount that is necessary in order to believe that they are worth caring about." In fact, I know I'm in that category.

::::::::::::hugging Wendy tightly:::::::::::::::: ty.

Hmmmmm, sweet is a rare word used towards me......lol. Stephen King is THE best - his books keep me reading in my own world for simply ages - I forget time.

My poor bunny.......no "bopping" on his head or mine.......lol.

My hand is infected.........[sigh] so tomorrow I see my pdoc. They wanted me in urgent care today and I politely said "no" when I found out my pdoc was not in. I called my T and asked him to play "physician" but he declined.......so off I go tomorrow (or today actually.....lol).

::::::::hugging Tomi and feeling the warmth and caring::::::::::::

Ty..xoxxo

Actually, Mary Alice, I see you in the category of those who are able to care about themselves just enough to believe that others care, and to accept love and caring from others. You just don't always realize it. I think that you are doing just a little better than you think you are.

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Wendy

<font color=green>"Loneliness does not come from having no people about one, but from being unable to communicate the things that seem important to oneself, or from holding certain views which others find inadmissible" Carl Jung</font color=green>

I can accept it, but I don't understand it.........and I'm always afraid of it leaving, which is normally the case.

xoxoxo

Being able to accept it is something, isn't it? I'm proud of you! I will always care about you, Mary Alice.

Wendy oxoxooxoxo

<font color=green>"Loneliness does not come from having no people about one, but from being unable to communicate the things that seem important to oneself, or from holding certain views which others find inadmissible" Carl Jung</font color=green>

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<font color=blue>"The winds of change continue rolling and they just carry me away."</font color=blue>

No worries. I'm sure the Blue Fairy has turned Foofoo into a goon by now for not stopping the bopping. hehehe


<font color=blue>"The winds of change continue rolling and they just carry me away."</font color=blue>