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#26
Jul 09, 2013, 12:54 AM
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A few hours...
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#27
Jul 09, 2013, 02:59 AM
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It's been five days since I SIed.
As for it being simply a defense mechanism... I don't truly believe that. To me, as well as it being something like that, it is a habit and an addiction. I self harm when stressed, but I also self harm out of compulsion to self harm. I could just be sitting in bed and then go grab a razor and cut, or go have a ciggy and burn with the ash. It covers a wide spectrum. Sure, some people do it as a reaction to stress. Some people will do it as a compulsion. Anything can be addictive, really. Self harming included. Personally, right now, I enjoy self harm. I just haven't had the time. Which in itself is great. I don't really want scars up my arms and thighs for the rest of my life. And, while I don't enjoy living, I am at the moment scared to die. Paradox fail. Having an incredibly open mind about all of this helps if you can put yourself in other people's shoes. Empathy is better than sympathy. jesuslovedtech
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Naked Snake - "The earth was blue, but there was no God." Last edited by notz; Aug 01, 2013 at 02:55 PM. Reason: added trigger icon for mention of si methods |
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#28
Jul 09, 2013, 02:27 PM
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0 days...
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| adam_k, jadedbutterfly, Moodswing
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#30
Jul 10, 2013, 02:06 PM
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1 hour
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#31
Jul 15, 2013, 05:01 PM
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Five hours. -__-
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#32
Jul 16, 2013, 01:08 AM
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Two days.
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#33
Jul 16, 2013, 01:38 AM
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Zero days.
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#35
Jul 16, 2013, 08:21 PM
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zero days.
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#36
Jul 16, 2013, 08:40 PM
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It has been a few months. But only because I can't find the things I use to do it.
I've come close to relapsing. Perhaps, though, some things are better off lost.
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Love is.. OSFED|MDD/PPD|GAD|gender dysphoria|AvPD a baby smiling at you for the first time a dog curling up by your side... and your soulmate kissing your forehead when he thinks you're sound asleep |
| Atypical_Disaster, notz, shortandcute
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#37
Jul 16, 2013, 11:27 PM
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It HAD been many years.. but just yesterday I started again. And today as well. I wrote a haiku to my T and I saw him today, but I dont think he understood the full force of what I wrote. I sent him an email saying so and that things really were bad, waiting to hear a reply.
Also, for the person (or anyone) who wondered if SI was only cutting, I cut and I take pills (any pills, mine - friends - family) and i take alot of them. Last edited by notz; Jul 23, 2013 at 11:21 AM. Reason: added trigger icon for mention of si methods |
| Atypical_Disaster, jadedbutterfly
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#38
Jul 17, 2013, 04:15 AM
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2 weeks I think. Just a lot of self-harm urges when I am triggered but I manage not to do it. I honestly think it is because it has been above 90degrees out and I burn(not cut) and I am to damn hot. I do head bang only when I feel so bad and desperate but I have been good. Now the bulimia on the other hand......not as good.
Last edited by notz; Jul 23, 2013 at 11:22 AM. Reason: added trigger icon for mention of si methods |
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#39
Jul 17, 2013, 02:02 PM
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It's been roughly two months for me. Before then, I had over a year without it. Kind of discouraged by the relapse but I'm trying to just keep moving forward.
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#40
Jul 17, 2013, 04:05 PM
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It's been 22 days. I relapsed after a year of being free.
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| jadedbutterfly, shortandcute
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#41
Jul 18, 2013, 12:39 AM
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zero days, again..
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| Grey Matter, jadedbutterfly, Moodswing, MoxieDoxie
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#42
Jul 18, 2013, 04:14 AM
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It was 342 days since I SIed. It has been 0 days since I SIed as of today.
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| Grey Matter, herethennow, jadedbutterfly
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#43
Jul 18, 2013, 01:26 PM
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0 days.
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"The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes herethennow: This ward is a prison! dx: recurrent MDD.
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is. |
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#44
Jul 18, 2013, 05:42 PM
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I haven't SIed today, and didn't yesterday, but I did the day before that. I probably would have yesterday because my mom made me really upset, but I had a friend spend the night. I suppose that's a good thing, though.
Problems are simply perception. Don't feel bad about feeling bad.
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#45
Jul 20, 2013, 12:19 PM
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Five days.
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#46
Jul 20, 2013, 12:43 PM
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Relapsed yesterday
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#47
Jul 20, 2013, 08:23 PM
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struggling so bad now. 0 days again
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"The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes herethennow: This ward is a prison! dx: recurrent MDD.
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is. |
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#48
Jul 21, 2013, 09:18 AM
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6 days. I can do this (at least I hope so)
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Jul 22, 2013, 08:16 PM
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0 days. Slipped up today majorly.
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